he call me.....

today at 7.37am he call me to my celcom number.....wat a suprised!!!
when my phone ringging n i took it up....i tog my eyes salah tengok, his name appeared on the screen....wif the happy plus nervous filing i finally pick up his call. we talk for 9:12 minutes during im on de way to work.

he ask me

- where m i?
- how are u?
- where do u live now?
- wat time normally reach office?
- got take bfast ma?
- stay wif hu now?
- n bla bla bla.....

& i ask him

- how are u??
- hu send u to work?
- finis work den hu fetch u bek home?
- how is ur amway progress?
- when take ur license?
- how ur relationship wif ur new GF?
- n bla bla bla......

he tell me he owez quarrel wif his new GF.....sooner later myb wil break de lo....(honestly i fil happy but oso fil sad...) happy bcz i hope he break n come bek to me.....sad bcz myb i wil hurt voo's filing.....

n he say find 1 day we mit come out yam cha.....& i hope that he wil not find me to go out...i scare i cant control my filing....

den at 8.35am he msg me....
"i'm feel very sorry for wat i did to u, i kip dun wan contact u is bcz i dun wan 2 hurt her feeling.my relationship status is chg by her, im not do that as u know. u all de best with ur future n pls forgive me wat i did...."

his msg mek me fil unwell...:(
& i try to dun reply him....if dis wat he wan i wil not disturb him agen....i wan to wish them gud luck in future...(im so hurt...& suddenly my tears fall down)

i wan to forget u "DEAR".........LORD pls gv me strenght~~!!! AMEN....

him.....

i msg him agen today....(soli~~~)

i msg him "i stil hope that u wil come bek to my side"

he replied "he wil not come bek to me anymore" (almost cry....n im soli agen V)
ask me to dun contact each other for this moment....n i wil be gud without him.....

V im rely rely soli for ol of dis!!!! pls forgive me to wat i've done :(

IM SORRY~~~!!!

wat do u min???

izit u wan to show to me ol of this??? ol of ur Facebook status that kip on changing??? initial "single" den "in a relationship but complicated" den now the latest one "single" agen.....

wat u min??? or i thk too much oled???
i stil care of u~~~
wan to know how do u do rite now??

- u ok??
- how ur work?
- how ur life?
- how is ur family?
- u got miss me?
- get ur license liao?
- stil got gastrik ma?

ARGH~~!!!!

i shouldn't like this!!!! i shud gave him up oled!!! he is not mine anymore!!!!

SHIT!!!

suddenly MISS him so much!!!
i fill so so empty rite now.......!!!!

SO EMPTY

1 more day~~

today is the last day for 2009.....wow~~!!! the time rely flies so damn superb fast la!!!

den here come tonite 31.12.2009!!! the day that we ol waiting for....lets PARTY~~!!!!
tonite wil going to bryan's hse to BBQ n steamboat...wow around 50 ppls wil attend it!!!! punyala damn manyak org!!!! sure i wil having a great, wonderfull, enjoy & fun........time tonite!!!

wish every1 have a great time tonite.....bless u ol n ur family....
happy new year 2010~~!!!!

2 more days.....

2010 is around the corner......im very excited n happy to welcome 2010.....hehehehehe......just very happy!!! duno y~~!! LOL

i promised myself to live more happy in 2010 than in 2009..hope dere's a new life, new davina, new adventure, new future, new frens, n new in everythg in 2010....

n tonite im going to fren's fren's hse to BBQ hehe...2 days cont BBQ, oh gosh...sore throat lo >.<
but nvm la...once a yr ma kekeke.....sick den sick la..drink more water lo ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY FAMILY AND MY FRENS!!!!

LOVE U ALL!!!

*MUACKS*

Xmas Eve

today is a Xmas eve....here i wanna wish u ol a merry Xmas n happy new yr 2010!!!
wish i have a great life in yr 2010....become a new Davina & more happy de Davina!!! GAMBATEH!!! ^_^

tonite im going to cele wif my best fren Shanny. we going to eat steamboat at Iramanis dere hehehe.....
yea yea yea.....!!!! enjoy!!!