he call me.....

today at 7.37am he call me to my celcom number.....wat a suprised!!!
when my phone ringging n i took it up....i tog my eyes salah tengok, his name appeared on the screen....wif the happy plus nervous filing i finally pick up his call. we talk for 9:12 minutes during im on de way to work.

he ask me

- where m i?
- how are u?
- where do u live now?
- wat time normally reach office?
- got take bfast ma?
- stay wif hu now?
- n bla bla bla.....

& i ask him

- how are u??
- hu send u to work?
- finis work den hu fetch u bek home?
- how is ur amway progress?
- when take ur license?
- how ur relationship wif ur new GF?
- n bla bla bla......

he tell me he owez quarrel wif his new GF.....sooner later myb wil break de lo....(honestly i fil happy but oso fil sad...) happy bcz i hope he break n come bek to me.....sad bcz myb i wil hurt voo's filing.....

n he say find 1 day we mit come out yam cha.....& i hope that he wil not find me to go out...i scare i cant control my filing....

den at 8.35am he msg me....
"i'm feel very sorry for wat i did to u, i kip dun wan contact u is bcz i dun wan 2 hurt her feeling.my relationship status is chg by her, im not do that as u know. u all de best with ur future n pls forgive me wat i did...."

his msg mek me fil unwell...:(
& i try to dun reply him....if dis wat he wan i wil not disturb him agen....i wan to wish them gud luck in future...(im so hurt...& suddenly my tears fall down)

i wan to forget u "DEAR".........LORD pls gv me strenght~~!!! AMEN....