rely~~???

IF u rely like him den just go to grab him bek!!!

LIVE only once!!!

please dun mek ur self suffer....

& i ask myself...CAN I???

MISS

i miss u agen....

no matter im buzy or nothg to do, i wil miss u~~!!!
no matter im in happy mood or sad mood, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im doing wat, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im awake or slipping, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im dreaming or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im wcting tv or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im washing my hair or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im bathing or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im facebooking or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im been scolding by my boss or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im toking phone wif my fren or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im chatting wif fren or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im msg-ing wif fren or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im toking bad abot u or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im hating u or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im rely know that u hate me or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im stil cares u or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im in home or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im writing my blog or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im eating or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im drinking or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im typing or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im walking or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im working or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im driving or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im playing wif my pet or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im cooking or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im in office or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter wherever i go, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter i be with hu, i wil miss u~~!!!
no matter i.......bla bla bla....

there's stil a lot i can list it down....n it wil no ending....

The Dream

last nite i dreamt of my X BF Col. it just like a reality that wil happen.

when i woke up from the dreamt, im rely upset!! i cried~~ :'( & miss him much!!!

The Dream:-
i just bath n go to my room, he call me but i cannot hear him clearly (my room line not gud) den i quickly run out to outside hse (wif towel cover on me) den i call he bek. he pick up n tell me he have 1 wish that i can do for him. but i dun wan....i wan he to listen to my wish st...."u know my wish dear", i tell him.

but he said listen to my wish st...."i wan u to wear a cap & dance a "nobody" song infront of me." (its sound funny izit?)


bcz b4 we break up i told him i wan to learn de dance.

n after we broke up i told him, once i learn it den i wil dance infront of u....

but i thk its impossible to me to dance infront of him oled...i know he hate me....dun wan be my K bro anymore....he deleted me as his fren in FB (but now we be a fren agen)

just let it be Davina Liew~~!!! u CANNOT change a reality!!!

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as u requested i deleted our pic on today.....

if this wat u wan....

im sorry to put the pic in here...without ur permission...i understood it!!!

im rely must forget u oled!!!

live my NEW LIFE without u!!!

sorry.....

Voo u are innocent~~~ i cannot treat u like that. im dating wif u but my mind ol thking abot my X bf...i admit that im stil love my X more than love u (pls forgv me)

honestly, if 1 day my X come bek to me....i wil gv him 1 more chance n we wil start agen.....(even he said he wil not come bek to me anymore but i stil hoping)
i oled tried to dun put even a lit hope on it but stil cant!!! my mind kip saying that 1 day he sure wil come bek, yeah im sure!!!

bcz last time he rely LOVE me....love me until cant live without me...i duno y he changed too fast~~!!! n i stil believe that until now he stil LOVE me as i love him too....(i knew that he LOVE his new gf now more than love me) if not he wil nvr hurt me rather than his new gf.....

i dun wan to hurt u voo....enaf for me 1 person fil the hurt feeling...i dun wan u get hurt, its rely suffer!!! i dun wan to c u sad, dun wan to c u cry, dun wan to c u not happy, dun wan to c u moody....bcz i care u, i liked u.
but sorry...i not suit to u. my heart are closed now. closed to gv other guy come in.

last nite i oled told u....dun contact each other st, dun mit st rite....cz i wan to stay alone & thk clearly. but y u kip wanna find me huh~ =.=

i dun wan to thk abot love anymore....i only nid TIME!!! only TIME can cure me, only TIME can decide actly wat the most 1 wan for my future....only TIME can prove everythg....

voo, 跟你在一起我真的很开心不过没比我跟col还要开心。。。应该是你的性格的问题吧。你是个很害羞又很静的人。 而我呢。。比较38那种。。我比较喜欢吵吵闹闹的fil。。。

跟col在一起真的是我人生最开心的那天。虽然我身边的朋友说他有多不疼你，有多对你不好不过我自己知道其实他有多么的疼我！！ 虽然我家人很不喜欢他不过他真的很爱我的。。因为只有我知道。不过现在全都消失了。。。他属于别的人了。 你醒醒吧。。刘微欢！！！

voo, 我们可以回到之前的我们吗？ 之前的“好兄弟“。。。。之前的uncle, aunty。。。。之前的我们喜欢zat来zat去。因为我不能伤到你更痛！！

就由时间证明一缺吧。

对不起

he call me.....

today at 7.37am he call me to my celcom number.....wat a suprised!!!
when my phone ringging n i took it up....i tog my eyes salah tengok, his name appeared on the screen....wif the happy plus nervous filing i finally pick up his call. we talk for 9:12 minutes during im on de way to work.

he ask me

- where m i?
- how are u?
- where do u live now?
- wat time normally reach office?
- got take bfast ma?
- stay wif hu now?
- n bla bla bla.....

& i ask him

- how are u??
- hu send u to work?
- finis work den hu fetch u bek home?
- how is ur amway progress?
- when take ur license?
- how ur relationship wif ur new GF?
- n bla bla bla......

he tell me he owez quarrel wif his new GF.....sooner later myb wil break de lo....(honestly i fil happy but oso fil sad...) happy bcz i hope he break n come bek to me.....sad bcz myb i wil hurt voo's filing.....

n he say find 1 day we mit come out yam cha.....& i hope that he wil not find me to go out...i scare i cant control my filing....

den at 8.35am he msg me....
"i'm feel very sorry for wat i did to u, i kip dun wan contact u is bcz i dun wan 2 hurt her feeling.my relationship status is chg by her, im not do that as u know. u all de best with ur future n pls forgive me wat i did...."

his msg mek me fil unwell...:(
& i try to dun reply him....if dis wat he wan i wil not disturb him agen....i wan to wish them gud luck in future...(im so hurt...& suddenly my tears fall down)

i wan to forget u "DEAR".........LORD pls gv me strenght~~!!! AMEN....

him.....

i msg him agen today....(soli~~~)

i msg him "i stil hope that u wil come bek to my side"

he replied "he wil not come bek to me anymore" (almost cry....n im soli agen V)
ask me to dun contact each other for this moment....n i wil be gud without him.....

V im rely rely soli for ol of dis!!!! pls forgive me to wat i've done :(

IM SORRY~~~!!!

wat do u min???

izit u wan to show to me ol of this??? ol of ur Facebook status that kip on changing??? initial "single" den "in a relationship but complicated" den now the latest one "single" agen.....

wat u min??? or i thk too much oled???
i stil care of u~~~
wan to know how do u do rite now??

- u ok??
- how ur work?
- how ur life?
- how is ur family?
- u got miss me?
- get ur license liao?
- stil got gastrik ma?

ARGH~~!!!!

i shouldn't like this!!!! i shud gave him up oled!!! he is not mine anymore!!!!

SHIT!!!

suddenly MISS him so much!!!
i fill so so empty rite now.......!!!!

SO EMPTY