miss garfield

水瓶座

2011-05-25T13:46:00.001+08:00

代表人物：《圣斗士星矢》冰河

几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心的记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。
那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，或只是一种单恋，或只是存在于虚幻空间。

一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。

没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。

水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。

用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。

但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为他们一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这种事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。

更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。

在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。

显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。

一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长时间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。

在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。
这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。

水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。

尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收、精心尽力，绝对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。

这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。然后就是绝对的安静了。

这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。

天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。
自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。

水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。感情投入的越多越是伤的重。

最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。

爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土，暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。
所以，不轻易说。

只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再割人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。

只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。

之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。
人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”

当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，谁才能体会水瓶的

坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。

星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。

水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生。这话有道理，希望所有的看到此文的水瓶座兄弟姐妹们不要捶我。

这就是水瓶座可笑却笑不出的悲哀。

取悦女朋友只需要一句话、但是你有说过吗?

2011-03-11T08:35:00.001+08:00

1、想你了，真的。

2、没什么事，就想听听宝贝的声音。

3、快去吧，我就站在这等你。

4、乖乖上课，快下课了给我短信，我过来接你。

5、我会努力挣钱，养你。

6、左手被你枕的有点麻了宝贝，我换一只手。

7、盖好被子，别着凉了。

8、感觉怎么样，舒服点了么现在？再乖乖睡一会，我就在你身边。

9、别动，水很凉，我来洗。

10、我去弄早饭，宝贝再睡会。

11、怎么又饿了？……好吧，你赢了，我去买菜。

12、别啰嗦了，吃完了再减（减肥）吧。

13、别动，我给你系（鞋带）。

14、雨下大了，我站你右边，风总是从右边刮过来。

15、过马路要小心，把手给我。

16、宝贝好棒，我们一起好么……（有点小黄色）

17、好冷啊，把手放我口袋里，我的也放进去，嘿嘿。

18、这个月的工资，妞拿去随便刷！

19、好，買給你。

20、前天你看好的那件衣服今天打了八折，我给你买回来咯！（其实没打折）

21、又剩这么多饭，你到底还吃不吃？……好吧，我帮你吃了就是了。

22、我牵着你的手走路的时候，不许主动放开我，听见没有？

23、抱紧我，我骑快一点了。

24、我真的不嫌弃妞儿胸小，我对着旺仔小馒头发誓！

25、给你泡好红糖水了，凉了一会，喝一口看看还烫不烫。

26、情人节快乐宝贝，闭上眼睛，有礼物送给你。

27、别怕，有我在。

28、我下班了，马上回来，妞儿在家乖乖等我。

29、我在超市买菜，想吃什么零食我给你捎回来。

30、我就在出站口的正中央，你一出来就能看见我。

31、谁说感冒了不让亲的，我亲亲亲。

32、妞儿睡着的样子真的好可爱！

33、走累了是吧，那背你一会……好吧，那再背一会。

34、我晚上睡觉都不关手机的，为了让你随时都能找到我。

35、能借我两块钱么，想给你买一个圣代，身上只有五块钱了……

36、脚怎么还这么冰凉呢，赶紧放到我肚子上。

37、真的好喜欢好喜欢看着你给我剪指甲时认真而小心的样子。

38、休息一会吧，我来帮你写。能给我泡杯茶么，谢谢。

39、别说话，安静的陪我躺一会好么。

40、我们起草一个家务分工表吧……好吧，你又赢了，你念我写吧。

41、突然好想给你唱首歌。

42、真不知道没有你我怎么办。

43、我今天一根烟都没抽，我决定要为你戒烟了。

44、刚才卖菜的大婶找钱时跟我说：“你对象儿真漂亮！”

45、我跟爸妈说好了过些天带你回家，你做好准备了告诉我哦。

46、被窝暖和了，快点进来。

47、我爱你，没有下一句。

48、在我心里，我早已经认定了你就是我的老婆。

49、嫁给我吧！

50、我愛你，不是到永遠，而是到最後......

水瓶座女子

2011-01-10T09:01:00.001+08:00

水瓶女子经常会独处，无论是愿意不愿意，仿佛是宿命中的安排。有时也渴望交朋友，羡慕那夜夜笙箫，众朋相聚的生活，可是，当这样的事情真正来临时，却又会退缩了。不是外在的原因，而是内心的抗拒。水瓶女子了解自己，永远是那么冷静，那么客观。她内心明白，自己是不适合敷衍那些虚伪的生活的。当面对不是自己的知心朋友时，在一群陌生人中，水瓶女子会显出出奇的不合群，甚至冷漠。不是她意识不到，而是她内心的那种正义与刚强使她实在不愿强装欢颜，同样，她也不屑那些十分会“装”的人。所以，尽管水瓶女子有时也会感到孤独，可是，当她被不熟的一群人约她时，她会毫不犹豫的拒绝，丝毫不会感到内疚。不过，对个人的邀请，水瓶女子的拒绝率还没有那么高，她能够很轻松的面对个别的人或是她喜欢的几个人，那时，她会显示出她高超的幽默感，渊博的知识，浑身散发出独特的魅力，这尤其是在异性面前，让人无法抗拒。
　　
水瓶女子最大的特点中，包括神秘与冷漠，让人欲罢不能，这是其它星座都不能与之匹敌的，因为水瓶座的神秘与冷漠是一种气质，它们融合了智慧，夹杂着些许感性。她们性感，却性感得不俗气，不浮华，而是充满高贵的性感。这让男人都不得不感叹：美，却不敢让人亵渎；冷，却又是致命的吸引。越是冷，越想让人一探究竟，可是，无论多么亲近的人，都永远无法触摸到水瓶女子心中最脆弱的地方。是的，水瓶女子心中其实是很脆弱的，但她却不会轻易在外人面前显露出自己的需要，永远表现的那么刚强。同时，她也习惯了，用自己的心去启示自己。
　　
想接近，或者是想追求水瓶的男人，一定要有真的智慧，并且有一颗十足的真心，否则，就会进入万劫不复的地步。水瓶是感情的高手，之所以这么说，是因为，在十二星座中，唯一只有水瓶能够处理好朋友、情人、恋人的关系。在别人看来，可能她很花心，其实，她心里一点都不在意，因为，她分得很清楚。如果一个水瓶女子问一个男人能否分清朋友与情人的界限，或者只想和这个男人做朋友时，那么这个男人就要小心了。因为，也许水瓶真的只想和他作朋友，或者是比朋友再暧昧一些也无所谓。但是，如果水瓶真的只想和一个男人作朋友，言语中或许会有暧昧，但在心理上，她是根本不会给那个男人机会的。她或许会和那个男人约会，甚至有些亲密举动，但只要她心里认定你不是她要得那个人，做这些举动，说这些话时，她不会带丝毫感情，并且事后，可以当作什么也没发生。
　　
所以，爱上水瓶，却不被水瓶爱时，真是很辛苦，水瓶不会拒绝和男人来往，也不会掩饰自己的魅力。但她会做的，一定是会讲清和你作朋友。不过，呵呵，这时也不要灰心，因为水瓶是喜欢了解后再相爱的，她不信任一见钟情，和你说作朋友，其实是要给双方了解的空间，而不想在还没了解时，就被束缚住，迷糊了双眼。不过，聪明的水瓶是永远不会拒绝了解一个人的，即使了解后，她发现这个人并非是她喜欢的类型，但以她平等博爱的个性，她是真的会把你当朋友的。这让很多男人都迷惑不解，感觉到有希望，却又水中捞月，什么都得不到。不过，如果水瓶真的不喜欢你，她不想让你白白付出时，她会表现出来，无论是从言语还是行动，因为她不喜欢欠别人的情，她会叫你不要对她太好，只是有时，她拒绝人时，还是让人欲罢不能。
　　
要想吸引水瓶，就表现的男人一些吧，因为水瓶座就属于阳性星座，她喜欢处处能表现出男人味道的人，当然，这个男人还要智慧，还要很爱她，要能征服她，让她崇拜，这时，水瓶女子会毫不吝厉的表现出她的崇拜和对你的爱。她会倾其智慧，让你的生活多姿多彩。并且，她会根据这个她所爱的男人，来适当调整或改变自己，当然，前提是她很爱那个男人。
　　
水瓶最讨厌的人就是在她面前自以为是，以为魅力无穷的人，对于这种人，下场只有遭到水瓶女子的冷言讽刺。水瓶讽刺人的技术是很高的，如果她不加以控制，一个男人会被她说的无地自容。水瓶女子可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是她一直都很清楚，她不想要的是什么。
　　
她总喜欢做幕后的看客，冷冷地，静静地看着一切，在她眼里，一切都在她的意料之中，她并不觉得有什么是新奇的，如果她表现得新奇，那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人，永远置身事外。
　　
你不要责怪她冷漠，这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬，随时竖起自己身上的刺，但她的刺不会伤人，她只是用来武装自己。她不敢要太多的爱，她怕享受完爱之后，剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时，她不但不会欣喜，反而会惊惧地逃走，她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱，如果你得到她的喜爱，那是因为她已经知道如何面对，如何回报了。她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。她懂得爱人，但她不习惯爱人，她知道爱往往伴随着恨，而恨，是太沉重的伤痛，也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛，也就懒得去恨，于是，为了防范恨与痛的到来，她只好选择不爱，即使爱，也是淡淡的，冷冷的。别怪她，她是真的不知道如何专注。
　　
她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她，她之所以选择虚伪，那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事，她不习惯承诺，也不懂得拒绝，她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过，只好令自己难过。她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，她将自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道，受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来，她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样，将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。
　　
别以为她很洒脱，很多时候，她其实是放不下的——她比任何人都要敏感，都要细腻，但她不会让你知道，她明白，即使你知道了，也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风，她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。她不是不想平静，她只是找不到平静的理由，她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色，她只有不停地寻求，寻求自己最终的目的。如果她找到了，她会毫不犹豫地停下来，从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾，她永远也不会满足，她的追求永不停止。她的心再累，也无法逼迫自己放弃梦想，梦想是她唯一的支撑点。
　　
千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅，她非常渴求完美，虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美，但，她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。那个时候，你在她脸上所看到的，是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边，她的心也早就离你十万八千里，你看不到她的恨，但是你会感受到比恨还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。
　　
她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊，也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她为什么这样善变，她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，千万不要迷惑，不管她看起来是多么的疯狂，她内心其实是冷静的，她比你们任何一个旁观者更知道如何处理快乐与悲伤，她只是习惯——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。因为她觉得这是义务，也是权利，她是制造气氛的能手，她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来，但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁。她并不如你们看到的那么快乐，同样，也不如你们看到的那么忧伤，只是，她忧郁时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当她快乐时，忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。
　　
在她的宝瓶里，盛着的不是快乐的源泉，而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她，笑起来像一个孩子，你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但是，你若有心，你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤，还有她的眼底，竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候，才会完全地释放自己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助，她的彷徨，她的沧桑。她瓶子里的水，是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强，只是她在竭力掩饰的脆弱。
　　
有些时候，水瓶座的女生是愤恨男人的，她们常常美丽和冷艳，她们可以驾驭男人，因为她们已经知道男人的本性。她们喜欢怜惜同性，身边的女孩受到男人的欺负，或者看到那个追求自己朋友的男人不是个省油灯，水瓶座的女子都会毫不忌讳的提出，她甚至会毫不顾忌女生会因此和自己反目的去提醒你，去保护你。因为，在她们眼里男人没什么好东西，她们绝对不能容许自己的好友在自己的眼睛底下受到男人的欺负，她们会因此抓狂的。为了好朋友，而去伤害那个花心男人的事情，也是水瓶座的女人做得最多。
　　
水瓶座的女子，不一定可以很快地把你当作朋友。其实，水瓶女子是很另类的，在自己的圈子里，其实总是会有一些女人看不上她们，觉得她们是做作也好，觉得她们是犯贱也好，总之，在每一个水瓶子女的背后，肯定是有不少骂声的。所以，很多水瓶座的女子会选择独来独往。因为对于她们来说，一个人的世界不一定就是孤独的，她们很会找到生活的情趣和乐道，不非要把精力都放在女人们之间的竞争和尔虞我诈之上。换句话说，一向以另类著称的水瓶座的女人，本来也不会把那些争风吃醋的女人放在眼里，她们自有自己的一套人生定则。尽管她们可能彼此不同，但是她们都是个性的自我。
　　
当然，如果你诚心的与她们交往，她们可能真的会打开自己的瓶盖，让你进去，和她们共同的享有那个瓶子。是的，你明白我这句话意味着什么吧，是的，就是意味着，一旦她们当你是朋友，就会完完全全的相信你，将自己的一切都与你分享，这样的友情，可能在这个时代看来都是有些傻的，但是水瓶座的女子给的起，尽管换来的是伤害，她们依然如故，因为她们相信自己的准则。诗人泰戈尔说过：当鸟翼系上黄金时，就飞不远了。
智者曰：“两弊相衡取其轻，两利相权取其重。”
要分享可以﹐請先聲明 =) 06012011

那句话说出口，我们还是朋友吗？

2010-12-02T11:53:00.001+08:00

女孩问男孩：“你爱我吗？”
男孩沉默了...
女孩似乎明白了男孩的意思，淡淡地说：“我明白了！”

男孩看见女孩沮丧的表情，欲言又止...

女孩对男孩说：“不要觉得对不起我，我们还是朋友吗？”
男孩说：“其实我对你也有感觉，只是...”
女孩说：“你不必安慰我，我知道其实你不爱我。”

男孩似乎被女孩说中了心事，选择了继续沉默...

女孩说：“与其说你不爱我，不如说你不够爱我吧，我知道你心中有我，只是你觉得我还不适合当你的女朋友！”

男孩说：“你知道我想什么吗？”

女孩说：“其实一个人爱不爱一个人，那个人心中都有数的，假装什么都不知道只是不想破坏现有的关系，怕连朋友都不是。”

男孩又说：“既然如此，那你为什么还要对我说出口呢？”

女孩说：“因为你已经在无意间发现了我对你的感觉，我感觉到你有意无意地避开我，既然你都知道我爱你了，为了避免让你离我远去，所以我选择先开口，至少不为自己留下任何的遗憾...”

男孩说：“我知道你爱我，也知道你对我很好，但真的就少了那么点感觉”

女孩说：“我不知道这句话说出口后，我们两个人会变得怎样，但我知道现在的我轻松了，至少你没有离我远去，我们还是很好的朋友！”

男孩说：“那你看见我，不会觉得尴尬吗？”

女孩说：“会有点淡淡的忧伤，我会等你，但我不会介入你的生活，因为我不希望我们到此为止...”

男孩说：“别等我了，追求属于你自己的幸福吧！”

女孩说：“你也在等着一个人啊，他也有男朋友了，难道你会因为她的一句话，而不等他了吗？”

男孩顿时无言...

女孩说：“放心吧，我不是那种死缠烂打的人，有些话说出来了，关系不一样了，或许我们真的不能再像我们从前那么好了，但是你要记得，如果有一天你发现你不能没有我时，我会随时出现在你身边...”

男孩感动，却没再说什么了...

爱一个人，不一定要和他在一起，
但爱一个人，至少让他知道你爱他吧，
因为无论你伪装得再好，事实就是你真的爱他，
爱他你就无法对他和对其他人一样，
他怎么样都会感受到的...

别说你爱他，他不知道你爱他，只是他不愿意承认，
又或许他也和你一样，等待着一个在一起的机会...
距离，从来就不会因为一句我爱你而变得遥远，
遥远的距离，就是他就站在你面前，却不知道你爱他…

告白不一定是要他接受你，只是要让他知道你爱他，
爱他不一定要和他在一起，至少你有对他好的理由，
告白时，你就应该知道，他有权利拒绝你了,
别让你的告白成为他的压力，否则你们连朋友也不是了...

How to forget the past?

2010-10-25T15:11:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, events that happen in our life make us feel tired, burdened, or regretful. We spend too much time thinking about a horrible deed we've committed, even though we can no longer change it. So how do we move on from a bad experience?

Steps:

1. Accept that it already happened. It's not the easiest thing to do, but it will help you get on your way. The past is a part of your life now, but it is not the most important part. Accept the fact that it can no longer be changed in anyway.

2. Change your cognition to not feel as bad about what happened, and decrease anxiety that triggers going back to the past; for example, if you were embarrassed, tell yourself don't worry, everyone gets embarrassed; various relaxation methods will decrease anxiety which can trigger bad memories.

3. Live in the present. This one is kind of hard, as well, since the present is easy to take for granted. Know that by constantly using your present time wisely, you are constantly making a better past for yourself.

4. Learn from it. Something good always comes out of anything, even if it is a very bad experience. Find the lesson involved and try not to make the same mistake twice.

5. Forgive. Yourself or the ones that have hurt you. Cut some slack to others and yourself. Nobody asks to be given a bad memory. People are not perfect. Everyone is prone to make mistakes. That's how people are. And the only way to really move on from a bad experience is to forgive the people involved.

6. If all of the above don't help, then maybe try some journal-ing in a diary, or journal. But be specific about what's bothering you.

7. Just forgive them for what ever they have done and don't ever be sad, they are too human and thus make mistakes just look for hopes because ""fear can hold you as a prisoner and hope can set you free"""

He need to look more!

2010-10-22T08:22:00.001+08:00

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.___________________________________________________Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out.

如果一个男人真的♥你..

2010-10-05T13:26:00.001+08:00

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他冷落妳不會超過三天，
因為想念妳的日子很難度過 ........

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會給妳一個甜蜜的稱呼，
只屬於他一個人喊的稱呼 ......

如果一個男人真的愛妳，會令你溶入他的生活，
決不會相愛多年後，還讓妳妾身未明 ......

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會把妳當孩子般寵愛，
但是自己又說不出寵妳的原因…

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會讓妳開心快樂，
捨不得讓妳流淚 ..

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他的手機會24小時為妳開機，
隨時隨地讓妳能夠找到他 .....

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會覺得妳是最好的，
不會將妳和其他女人做比較，即便妳並不優秀 ......

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會抽出時間來陪妳，
即使自己真的很忙，因為他看不見妳會很想妳.....

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他不會要求妳減肥，
因為他把妳的身體健康看作第一位 .........

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會很想和妳生活在一起，
會把妳看成是生命中最重要的 .....

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會經常緊緊地抱著妳，
讓妳感受他的心跳 .......

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會在妳睡著的時候輕輕吻妳，
因為妳是他的天使 .......

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會讓妳買妳喜歡的東西，
並且很高興陪妳逛街 ........

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會對妳的家人、朋友都很好，
喜歡融入到他們當中 .......

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會默默地為妳付出一切，
但很少讓妳知道他所做的犧牲 .......

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會看妳吃飯的時候傻笑，
然後把好吃都留給妳吃…

如果一個男人愛妳，他會不厭其煩提醒妳吃飯，穿衣服，
聽妳說「煩了」，他還是要提醒妳，因為妳是他的一切

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他會記住妳說的每句話，
哪怕是一句小玩笑，他也會放心裏。
然後努力改變自己的生活習慣。

如果一個男人真的愛妳，在妳過馬路的時候會拉著妳的手，
怕妳橫衝直撞出什麼事，所以不要甩開他的手。

如果一個男人真的愛妳，他的手機裏都是關於妳的東西，
想妳的時候會對著手機傻笑，

妳是他最美好的幸福 ...

好朋友...

2010-09-21T12:03:00.000+08:00

1、好朋友就是經常叫你"去死吧"的那些人......

2、好朋友就是老是說你有病叫你看醫生的那些人......

3、好朋友就是抓住你的一個缺點說上半天的那些人......

4、好朋友就是在你面前肆無忌憚地說很難聽的話的那些人......

5、好朋友就是說要拉大隊去你學校把你吃窮的那些人......

6、好朋友就是看著你玩得很開心，自己卻在旁邊不參與也會覺得很開心的那些人......

7、好朋友就是會教你怎麼走路小心，過馬路看車的那些人......

8、好朋友就是你考完試還暈乎乎的時候出現在你面前嘻嘻哈哈，還說你不要怕，吸取經驗，明年再考過的那些人......

9、好朋友就是跟你一起不分輕重可是對你父母畢恭畢敬的那些人......

10、好朋友就是平時惡型惡相，卻在你遇到難事時語重心長地開導你的那些人......

11、好朋友就是那些無論原本是憂鬱，沉默或是樂觀向上，在一起總是嬉鬧聲一片的那群人......

12、好朋友就是你想起她時會嘴角上揚的那些人......

13、好朋友就是時間和距離都無法從你腦海和心中帶走的人......

14、好朋友就是聽到你說了一句錯話笑鬧半天還要羅嗦上一段時間的那些人......

15、好朋友就是不經常聯繫，但你還忘不掉的那個人。

16、好朋友就是兩個人在一起時，你不用擔心會說什麼錯話，做錯什麼事的那個人。

17、好朋友是你會突然想念的那個人。

18、好朋友是無論誰佔誰一點便宜都不會計較的那個人。

19、好朋友就是和你同甘共苦，不會出賣你的那個人。

20、好朋友就是什麼事都會和你分享的那個人。

21、好朋友就是好久沒見，在一起時還會和你套心窩子說話，就像昨天剛在一起吃過飯的那個人。

22、好朋友就是和她在一起時你是最真實的你的那個人。

23、好朋友就是很久沒聯繫，見面也不會尷尬的那個人。

24、好朋友就是無論你做了什麼傻事。都會給你支持和信任的那個人。

25、好朋友就是無論她做了什麼，你也覺得他是你好朋友的那個人。

26、好朋友就是半夜三更會和你一起糾結要不要睡覺的那個人。

27、好朋友就是在你面前會變得囉嗦，你會笑著說他像你媽的那個人。

28、好朋友就是無聊時喜歡湊在一堆一起做無聊的傻事的那些人。

29、好朋友就是會和你在大街上，即使丟臉也會拽著你的手狂奔的那個人。

30、好朋友就是會跟你在無意間對視之後再跟你一塊放聲狂笑的那個人。

31、好朋友就是你會因為他的一句話而充滿勇氣與信心的那個人。

32、好朋友就是彼此之間喜歡惡作劇並且在惡作劇成功之後兩人都笑得很開心的那個人。

这就是叫好朋友 ^_______^

jokes ^___^

2010-07-30T15:42:00.000+08:00

Just to shovel some of your pressure (NOT pleasure), I append below some jokes for your reading ...........

A man breaks into a house to look for money and guns. Inside, he finds couple in bed. He orders the guy out of the bed and ties him to a chair. While tying the home owner's wife to the bed the convict gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom.

While he's in there, the husband whispers over to his wife: 'Listen, this guy is an escaped convict. Look at his clothes!

He's probably spent a lot of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain...do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is obviously very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us both. Be strong, honey. I love you!'

His wife responds: 'He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me that he's gay, thinks you're cute, and asked if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you, too.'

***************************

A woman was helping her husband set up his computer and, at the appropriate point in the process, she told him that he would now need to enter a password. Something he could remember easily and would use each time he had to log on.

The husband was a bit bored by the process and, feeling in a rather amorous mood, figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he paused for effect, then letter by letter, with his wife watching over his shoulder, he keyed in ......

P
E
N
I
S

His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied:

PASSWORD: REJECTED.... ... NOT LONG ENOUGH

********************************

A young man was planning to get married and asked his doctor how he could tell if his bride is a virgin.

The doctor said, 'Well, you need three things. A can of red paint, a can of blue paint and a shovel..'

The man was astonished and asked, 'So what do I do with these?'

The doctor replied, 'Before the wedding night, you paint your one ball red and the other ball blue. If she says, 'That's the strangest pair of balls I ever saw', you hit her head with the shovel.'.... .

痛了.. 就会放手了..

2010-06-14T11:29:00.002+08:00

有个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”
和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”
他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。”
和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。”

你可能觉得难过
因为无论你对他怎么好他都不领情
他不是看不到
他只是装作看不到
或者他根本不想看到
你觉得自己很喜欢他
甚至觉得再没有一个人可以像你那么喜欢他
你用尽全力对他好
把他看的比自己还重要
有什么事情第一个就想到他

联系不到他的时候你担心他担心的快疯了
然而你有没有想过
这并不在你的责任范围
而且很有可能他是在躲着你
他受不了你对他那么好
不要一直发短信给他
不要一直找他
你也许只是想找他说说话
你觉得那很正常不算苛求
但是也许他并不这么想

记住你的想法不代表他的想法
你是真的不求回报的在喜欢他吗
你扪心自问一下
你确定不用他回报什么吗
那为什么你会难过
若是真的一无所求
你又怎么会觉得难过呢
所以别觉得你那么爱他是伟大的
也许她根本不在乎你怎么为他付出
有时候你给他的爱或许是种负担

这种负担只会让他更加想远离你
因为他不想亏欠你
别事事为他担心为他张罗
你觉得他没有你不行
你觉得别人做不到你那么完善
但是你要清楚
你不是他要的那个人
你做的再完善也敌不过人家不做
自然会有人为他担心为他着急
不用你来费心

那个位置本来就不是你的
你何必硬要挤上去呢
也许曾经你们是相爱过的
但是请记住那是曾经
过去的就是过去了
如果大家真的适合在一起
那么当初就不会分开
无论是谁提的分手都一样
这段感情曾经就是存在破裂点的
不管是谁错结果都是一个你们分开了

分开以后
如果一方试图想挽回而另一方没有同意的话
那么这段感情就是过去了
他是理智的因为他已经明白了两个人不适合
而你还一遍一遍的告诉自己
你们当初如何如何相爱
不可能那么容易就分手的
这样只会让你更加难以放弃
却不会让对方再次回头选择你
除非大家都有意要和好

否则你一个巴掌是不可能拍响的
所以尽早打消这个念头吧
至于他是不是有意我想你自己心里比谁都明白
不要觉得自己有多可怜或者把自己弄的很可怜
这样做一点意思也没有
他不会因为你可怜而喜欢你
你说道理你都懂只是你做不好
不是你做不好是你不想做
你不是怕忘记他你是怕他忘了你吧
别说什么他离不开你的

其实分明就是你离不开他
他若是离不开你
他就不会不要你
整天死死巴着人家不放的人是你
不懂事的人是你
难道你没看出来吗
喜欢他不是你的错
想关心他不是你的错
控制不住自己不是你的错
但是那是你的方式

傻孩子．
忘了吧．所有你留恋的．你回忆的．你拥有过的．
那些．都已是记忆．
缺失并不可怕．
可怕的．是无法面对．

傻孩子．
勇敢看着镜子中的自己吧．
这个悲伤软弱满面憔悴的自己．
这也是你．成长中的你．
这个你．正在逐渐死去．
新的你．即将重生．
找寻你的路．你的未来．
你知道的．所有的浩劫．都是成长的祭奠．
做最好的自己．即使．一个人．

傻孩子．
你无法轻易忘记放弃．是因为你付出过．
付出了．她就会像柱子一样扎根在心．
不要刻意去逃避．刻意忘记．那只会让你更痛苦．
绕开这个柱子．寻找未来的幸福生活吧．
那里．有你的理想．

傻孩子．
开始新的习惯吧．
习惯．早上不再有人工闹铃．
习惯．每天一个人生活．
习惯．一个人过生日．一个人行走．
你逃不掉．逃不掉的．
那么．就勇敢面对．现实．
现实是．她已离开．一切．画上了句点．

傻孩子．
好．好．尽情发泄吧．
剥开自己的心．用文字．用声音．用所有能发泄的方式．
泄完了．就要振作．
看吧．你失去的．其实微不足道．
还有那么多人关心着你．以不同的方式．
所以．你并不孤独．
正是这样的失去．让你看清现在所拥有的幸福．

傻孩子．
别哭．别再哭．
不值得．真的．不值得了．
把过去尘封吧．别委屈．别不甘心．别不接受．
开始新的旅程吧．去遇见新的风景．新的际遇．
做你该做的事吧．有很多事．等待着你完成呢．

傻孩子．
所有的人都对你有信心．
所以．你也要充满信心．
你是坚强的．积极的．乐观的．洒脱的．
以前是．以后也会是．
总有一天．那个活力无穷傻气无尽的女金刚会复活．

傻孩子．
生活褪去了曾有的颜色．暂时宁静．
别沉沦在这片宁静里．那会毁掉你．
你要明白．虽然残忍．但这个决定．足够正确．
现在的生活．不是你想要的．
为了你的理想．你必须学会适时放弃．
给对方最好的关怀．就是．变的更好．更强大．更幸福．

现在我对你很好、很好、很好,
你不需要、你无所谓、你不在乎，你不珍惜。。。。
当某天，你被伤害，想起我。
那时的我再也做不到像现在这样一如既往、不顾一切的

对你好了。。。
因为那时的我，已经将你放低。。。。
原来，放低一个人，最后是被对方逼出来的。。。。
其实这个世界，真的没有非要谁不可，
走自己的路，别回头

p/s: guys, i think this is very meaningful.
是你的就是你的
不是你的, 怎么勉强也不会是你的
缘份很讲究timing
meet the right person at the right time
that is what all about^^

p/s: i GET it now~~!!!

还有这样的男人吗?? 找到..千万别放手..

2010-05-25T20:59:00.000+08:00

1.朦胧醒来回你信息..
2.半夜里接你的电话..
3.告诉你——到家了就发消息给他..
4.你半夜睡不着发消息给他..他会陪你聊天..
5.雨天..同撑一把伞..他衣服的一半是湿的..
6.不论走到哪里..都一直拉着你的手..
7.愿意吃你吃不下的东西..
8.从来不迟到..你迟到他不会生气
9.不论去哪里..他都会来接你..无怨无悔..
10.不乱花钱..但肯为你花钱..
11.拥抱很久..很紧..
12.记得你说过的所有事..
13.轻轻拧开你拧不开的汽水瓶..
14.常常发消息告诉你..突然很想你..
15.常常给你留言..
16.不舒服时..他会很担心很着急..
17.吵架时不会一走了之..
18.他错了会认错..你错了不会怪你..
19.吵架后..会无条件地哄你..放下面子..
20.从不忍心责备你..无条件包容你..
21.会一直保护你..害怕你受一点点委屈..
22.你说笑话他会笑..会觉得你很可爱..
23.比你高..
24.会一个人安静地思考..但决不冷漠..
25.许多方面都很厉害..让你崇拜..
26.会一直夸你..给你鼓励..
27.不对你隐瞒什么..
28.百分百信任你..
29.不花言巧语..
30.不会因为玩游戏而忽略你..
31.不抽烟少喝酒..
32.有活动安排事先和你打招呼..
33.和朋友出去时..要想着你..
34.重大的事情和你商量..
35.和大人在一起像大人..和孩子在一起像孩子..
36.喜欢你..从未犹豫..不拿你和别的女孩子比较..
37.从未想过离开你的世界..
38.你买给他的东西他都会喜欢..
39.对女孩子有风度..也有距离..
40.认识你的一些好朋友..拜托她们照顾你..
41.了解你的烦恼与困惑..不厌其烦地倾听..
42.很少让你哭..你哭的时候会很心疼..紧紧地抱住你..告诉你都是他的错..
43.可以随时找到他..
44.靠在他肩膀的时候很安心..
45.和他在一起有种温暖的感觉..
46.不重色轻友..也不重友轻色..
47.计划的未来里..你是重要的一部分..
请问..您..遇到了吗?如果是..一定要珍惜嗯！:]

hard yr~~!!!

2010-04-27T12:22:00.002+08:00

tiger yr rely a SUCK yr for me!!!
i HATE u tiger!!!

i LOST everythg!!! frenship, love & even my part time...=(

its rely a hard yr to me....but i blif i can face it!!
fix expenses is 84% of my salary...izit mek sense?? OMGness!!!
it is bcz i lost my part time as teaching tuition...every month i can get RM500 of it but now...1 cent oso dun have....

but i believe in me...im sure can face through it ^_^
life must b Challenging so that we can grow up~
gambateh to me!!!

当一个男人做出这些事，他真的很爱你了

2010-04-21T09:49:00.003+08:00

很多女人常说男人的话不能信，谁都能靠的住，就是男人靠不住之类的话，很可悲，只能说你没有遇到好男人，或者说，根本不了解男人。一个男人如果真的爱你的话，就一定会做出下面这些事：

一、愿意为你掏钱。
钱，在感情生活中不是最重要的，但是是必须的。一个男人如果是真的爱你的话，就不会为你去计算钱，只要你需要的合理，有能力支付，就一定不会不答应。因为在他心里，连你都是他的了，为什么还不能给你花钱？

二、愿意听你诉苦
女人常常会有很多的不开心事情，在男人看来很多只是很小的事情，甚至不值得去在乎。一个爱你的男人，会希望了解到你在想什么，会愿意听你的诉苦，听完你很多的话后，再发表下评论，安慰下你。

三、愿意为你让自己受苦
年轻的男人，大多数是爱拼搏的，自己苦一点，累一点，没有关系，经济条件有限的人，会自己减少开支，来付出在感情上，有能力的人，则会在做每一件事的时候，都在考虑关于你的未来。自己吃饭的时候，会在想你有没有吃，自己在娱乐的时候，总会想到要是能把你带去就好了，自己在开心的时候，总会想到你这时候会是怎样的心情，总之不管自己处于什么状态，都会想到你。

四、愿意为你收场
两个人在一起吃饭，常常女生最后都会说吃不下了，爱你的男人，会情愿帮你的吃完剩下的。现在这个年龄的男人，大多数在家里是被当着宝贝养大的，一直都是家人付出，自己享受，如果真的很爱一个人，他会放下自己，去为了爱的人。

五、在关键时候，总会护住你
两个人一起逛街的时候，爱你的男人会走在靠马路的一边，而你则在靠马路里面的一边，这样你会很安全。登山的时候，爱你的男人总会在你后面，可以保护着你向上爬。下雨的时候，总会把伞向你那边多倾斜一点，即使自己淋湿了，也不想让你受到一点点的雨淋。刮大风的时候，会紧紧抱住你，不让你被风吹到……不管在什么情况下，都愿意尽量减少给你带去的伤害。

一个好男人，是需要一个好女人好好把握的，也许你现在身边的男人并不完美，并不是你一直所憧憬的那样的王子般的男人，但是他只要是真心对你好的，你就应该去珍惜，一个女人对男人最大的珍惜，就是好好的去爱他，心里只有他一个，愿意和他一起去承受生活中要面对的。
最后，希望全天下所有真心相爱的人，好好在一起，好好的彼此珍惜，共同面对。

my desk (office)

2010-04-16T17:56:00.004+08:00

so messy huh~~
quite bz recently hahahaha.....
but the thg that we must do everyday n nvr miss "FACEBOOK"!!!!
enjoy playing fb....recently i re active my country story game lu...wanna fight with my 2 brothers bah wahahahaha...

Two is better than one - lyric

2010-04-16T09:46:00.000+08:00

I remember what you wore
on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you
do and words you say
You know that it all
takes my breath away
And now Im left with nothing

Cause maybe its true,
that I cant live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
Theres so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And youve already got
me coming undone
And Im thinking two,
is better than one

I remember every look
upon your face,
The way you roll your
eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when I close my
eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, were leaving

And maybe its true, that
I cant live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
Theres so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And youve already got
me coming undone
And Im thinking two,
is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore
on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe its true, that
I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
Theres so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And youve already got
me coming undone
And Im thinking

Oooh I cant live without you
Cause baby two is better than one
Theres so much time,
to figure out the rest of my life
And Ive figured out with
all thats said and done
Two, is better than one

Two, is better than one

Boys Like Girls- Two Is Better Than One (OFFICIAL)

2010-04-16T09:05:00.000+08:00

这就是爱...

2010-04-13T14:09:00.002+08:00

有一天，女生问男生：

“你爱不爱我？你有多爱我？”

男生想了说：

“我很爱你！我超级爱你！我爱到为你去死，还不够爱吗？”

女生点一点头，又摇一摇头。

男生问：

“那你又有多爱我？爱我到什么阶段？”

女生笑着说：

“是习惯，当你习惯了另一个人生活中的习惯，你就真的爱上了他。”

［爱情］是一个人人同，另一个人的［习惯］

一个女生习惯了一个一男生的鼻声，
诺一天没有听到男生的鼻声就睡不着觉，
这就是［爱］

一个男生习惯了一个女生的乱七八糟，
女生的任性，
女生的笑容，
这就是［爱］

一个人会为了迁就另一个人，
为对方去改变自己，
甚至参加自己不喜欢的活动，
这就是［爱］

当你有一天已习惯了另一个人的所有东西，
那么请你不要再问 “爱是什么？”
这样愚蠢的问题了。。。

有人说：

“爱不只是爱她，而是爱和他一起的日子！”

所以，
习惯是爱的最终归属，也是爱的最高境界！！

我和你一起走过的日子，
就是我们的习惯！
就是我们的爱！

我爱你！！！

好好珍惜身边已习惯的人！！

不要到失去了才懂得珍惜。。。。。

miss ur voice & ur laugh so much~~!!!

2010-04-12T15:46:00.003+08:00

上个星期我send msg 给你。。不过你到今天没回我。

我就打算直接打给你算了。。。我也不知我哪来的勇气。怎么大胆打给你！！！

我问你还会去kl吗？你说你不去了。。
为什么呢？你说不能够去。。。
我假假问你是不是拿不到假期？？（虽然我知这不是借口）只要弄到我不那么伤心吧。。
你也问我是不是一个人过去？原来她有找过你谈我跟她的事。你也权我找他们出来谈谈。谢了。。。。（不知你真的还关心我吗？还是随便说说而已。。！

也谢了。。。我终于知道她们不爽我什么。

a day trip to kundasang on 11.04.2010

2010-04-12T13:14:00.010+08:00

7.30am depart from home.....fetch renee st baru togede went to David's hse.
David as a driver n Renee, Voo & me as the passenger ^_^

b4 heading to Ranau we stopped by Tamparuli to have our bfast st. tuaran mee kekeke....

around 9.30am we depart from tamparuli.

1st station = desa farm!!! wow~~ going to sabah "new zealand" hahaha...i love Ngu Ngu.........MoOooOOOoooo ^_^

around 12.30pm we reached hot spring~~ wanna "kuk sauna" yeah~~!!

we booked a room, bcz outside so many malay zai....>.<

b4 that we went to air terjun....walked liao about 15mins i guess...den we arrived air terjun kepungit.

around 5pm went to ranau having our lunch + high tea LOLx....felt so hungry liao....

time to go bek home lu....sky getting dark too Mmm.....

we stopped by a side n took a photo of the mount Kinabalu.....

around 8pm we reach Inanam.....^_^

DOTA 比爱人重要吗？

2010-04-08T17:16:00.002+08:00

Dota比赛中场休息，我忙里偷闲用Msn聊天，这个时间，没有几个人在线，我与其中的一个女孩聊得来，她告诉我她叫诺儿，我说我叫宝宝。这当然不是我的真名，
只不过这样更容易哄女孩子。诺儿给我的感觉很单纯，很可爱，她总是呵呵的傻笑。

我今年22岁，他们都说我有病，放着好好的工作不干，去打什么专业Dota，可我是一个自由散漫惯了的人，父母自有高额退休金，我住着自己的公寓。我热爱Dota，我的理想是亚洲冠军，为了它，我可以放弃一切。
我发现诺儿上网很有规律，而我也喜欢和她胡吹乱侃，别的我不敢说，哄小女生我最在行，尤其是诺儿这种单纯的。我喜欢气她，我总说她傻，她就回给我一个气呼呼的小脸，其实我是想说她傻的可爱。

他们说我是网上的害虫，因为我总是哄骗网上的小姑娘走到现实中来做我的女朋友，新鲜劲过了之后在SAY白白。我不是自夸我长得多么帅，我只是在陈述事实。
我知道时机到了，我对诺儿说：“我们见面吧！”在此之前，我已经在网上叫她一个多月的老婆了。

我坐在KFC六等她，心中暗自祈祷她不要太恐龙。9点整，一个女孩推门而进，她似乎是披着阳光进来的，好耀眼的光芒，那一刻我以为我见到了天使。
我呆呆地看者她在我对面坐下，她梳着两条小辫子，额前的碎发泛着点点的光晕，我闻得到她身上力士香皂和苹果沐浴乳的味道，她未施粉黛的脸上还带着点稚气。

“你是诺儿？”我问她。

她咬着可乐吸管“恩”了一声。

“你成年了吗？”我怎么感觉自己跟诱骗未成年人一样呢？

诺儿听了这话，抬起头盯者我，她的眼睛很大，她特认真地说： “我下个月就过二十岁生日了。”

我不知道这个世界上有没有一见钟情，但我知道我对诺儿的这种感觉是从未有过的，很强烈，也很独特。我不知道这个比喻是否恰当，但我就是觉得她像个粉嫩嫩的
草莓蛋糕，可爱到让人想咬却又舍不得。我就像被施了法术一般，话都有些说不连贯，恍惚之中，看到她朝我微笑，阳光溢出来，溅落，星星点点。

我用尽了一切我所能想得出的方法才算把她“骗”到手，在我牵起她的手的那一刻，我告诉自己，她是我的女人，一个我要保护的女人。

我照例天天打Dota，但没忘了上msn和她聊天，偶尔在泡几个MM，我几乎天天都能收到她的留言：“宝宝你要乖，不要泡MM，天冷要加衣。”

我们战队顺利地进入了前八强，今天是总决赛，午休，我看着干巴巴的饭盒，没有丝毫食。走出赛区，看见大门口蹲坐着一个熟悉的身影，走过去看是诺儿。我拍拍
她，她显然吓了一跳，见是我，舒了一口气，把一个保温饭煲递到我手里。我接过后，她慌忙把手藏到身后，可是我还是看见她手上被烫的水泡。

盒里的饭有点凉了，我问她：“等很久了了？”

“对啊，你手机关掉了。”她嘟着嘴。

“不是告诉你不要来嘛。来，让老公抱抱，累了吧？”我有点心疼。

“我不来你又饿肚子，你一点都不乖，还挑食。”

我吃着盒里的饭，诺儿坐在我身边，紧张地问：“好吃吗？好吃吗？”我大口大口的扒着饭，说实话，挺难吃的，可是我能想象得出这个连袜子都不会洗的女孩是怎
样笨手笨脚地为我做第一顿饭。心中是久违了的感动。我笑着说：“老婆的爱心午餐当然好吃了，你看我不是全部都吃光了吗？”

诺儿听了一脸满足地笑着，站起来就走。

“宝贝你去哪儿啊？”我问她。

“回家呗。“

“别急，我带你去一个地方。”我把她领进赛区，我从没领女孩儿见过朋友，更别说是赛区。队友们见到诺儿都好奇极了， “小嫂子、小嫂子”地叫着，弄得她脸蛋都通红的，队友们都跑来跟我打趣，我心里明白，我是真的爱上她了。

msn上，我问她，“诺儿，你嫁给我好吗？”
她还是呵呵地傻笑，“好啊。以前别人说什么要娶我，我觉得特恐怖，但是我现在突然想嫁人了。” 嗯，诺儿，相信我，等我攒够钱让你做最风光的新娘，我们就结婚。

虽然我们队没有拿到第一，但对于我们这支刚组成不久的队伍来说，全省第二的成绩已经是非常好的了，所以我决定继续努力，非打第一不可。

Dota的比赛越来越多，我也越来越忙，我忘了多久没想过诺儿了，我总是比赛到很晚，偶尔在msn上看到她，她也总是很沉默，我不知道她怎么了。现在想起来，才知道是自己不对，因为我从来没有关心过她是不是开心，过得好不好。

一天，
她说：“你能陪我说会话吗？”

我说：“不行啊，我现在在联系比赛正在等电话。而且马上要开赛了。”

“就一会儿也不行吗？”

“诺儿乖。”

“Dota对你来说真的很重要吗？”

“是。”

“那我呢？难道我就一点不重要吗？”

“也重要。”

“那我和Dota哪个更重要呢？”

“Dota。”我没有骗她。

很久，她的msn头像都没有再晃动。

几天后，我看到她给我的留言：“我不知道能不能等到自己比 dota更重要的那一天了，以后你要照顾好自己．．．．．．” 我觉得她像是在说傻话，没看完就关了msn。

几个月后，打完dota回到家已经是精疲力竭了，倒在床上一动不想动。这时手机响起来，我不想接，可它却响个没完没了。我一看是诺儿的号，就没好气地接起来说：“不是叫你这几天别打电话给我吗？你不知道我有多累……”

电话那一端传来一阵怒吼：“……你他 [ 粗话自动过滤系统 ] 还算不算是男人啊？”

不是诺儿，我一愣，“你谁呀你？”

“你甭管我是谁，明天诺儿出殡，你要也算个人，就来看她最后一眼。”

诺儿？出殡？什么跟什么呀？我还想再问下，电话戛然挂断。

忽然一股恐怖感占据了我，我拼命的回拨，很久才有人接起来，是个很苍老的声音，“你找……”

“诺儿呢？”

“她……不在了……”声音里明显带着哭腔。

我的脑袋轰的一下，难道，诺儿她真的出事了？

哪天，我看见诺儿被他们抬了出来，她脸上还带着微笑，可天使般的微笑再也泛不出光晕了，诺儿的朋友看我的眼神分明是仇视的，恨不得吃了我。诺儿的妈妈告诉
我，诺儿有血小板减少症，家里人什么都不让她做，生怕她不小心弄破了手指或是什么地方，血流不止。原以为治好了，可后来不知怎的，血小板又突然下降，心脏
功能也开始衰竭。前几天她突然精神很好，我们都明白那意味着什么，她说她想听听你的声音，打电话给你，可是关机，她说你一定在比赛呢。有人说去找你，可诺
儿不让，她说比赛对你很重要，她怕你生气，说着说着自己就哭了，我们也都跟着哭，她说肯定有一天你会明白，她比dota 重要，可她等不到了……诺儿妈妈有抹起
眼泪来。

我靠在医院太平间的墙上，想哭没泪。

我好几天没打dota了，呆呆地看着诺儿的msn形象，自从诺儿走了以后，我整个人好像被抽走了力量。身和心都特别疲惫。

我打开诺儿的msn才知道，里面只有我一个人的号。

我注意到她的资料里有一个网址，打开是个心情驿站，有各种各样的故事，其中有篇文章的署名是诺儿。

“不敢想象，我就那么不可救药地爱上了他。我喜欢他的温柔，也喜欢他假装凶巴巴的样子，我想如果有一天他向我求婚，我一定会嫁给他。

我最近很不开心，我喜欢听他说话，可他却连话都不愿意和我说了，因为他很忙，他要打dota。他再也不叫我小傻瓜了，他从没说过爱我，也没送过花给我，可我还是喜欢他。

有一天我告诉他江边涨水了，他说以后陪我看，我很高兴。有一天我看见一只很可爱的小狗，他答应我，我们以后也会有一只，也叫诺儿，我很高兴。他说过几天陪我去看电影，放风筝，我特别开心，虽然这些都还没有实现，我相信总有一天会的。但我恐怕等不了那么久了。

他说dota比我重要，我没生气，因为这是实话，可是我很伤心，所以我偷偷地哭了。我想我还不够坚强，我做的还不够好，医生说我过不到下一个生日了，也就是4月4日，他还不知道我的生日呢！不过这也没关系。

我又虚弱了，刚打了几个字就很累，真的很没用。

我知道他有很多女朋友，这样也好，我走了，他不会伤心，虽然我是那样想嫁给他，我一直盼他送我玫瑰，哪怕只一支，以前有很多人送我，可我没收，因为那代表
爱情，我想我可能等不到他送我的那一天了，所以我偷偷买了一朵送给自己，我想我写什么他永远都看不见了，所以我可以随心所欲地敲打文字，我刚才打电话给
他，但他关机了。那个讨厌的声音一直重复‘对不起，您拨打的电话已关机’。我好想，真的好想再和他说说话，哪怕就一分钟，听听他的声音也好，我们好久都没
见面了，我每天都好想他。真没出息，又哭了，唉，其实我真的好放心不下他，他玩游戏时间长了眼睛会疼，我买了眼药水却没法给他，还有，他挑食……”

文章没有写完，想是她累了，结尾有一个FlasLASH，我点击Play，优雅的声音在空空的房间里回荡。

“静静地陪你走了好远好远/
连眼睛红了都没有发现/
听着你说你现在的改变/看着我依然最在你的笑脸/
这条旧路依然没有改变/以往的每次路过都是晴天/
想起我们有过的从前/泪水就一点点开始蔓延……每当我闭起眼 /
我总是看见/
你的诺言全部都会实现/
我亲过你的脸/你已经不在我身边/
我还是祝福你过的好一点/ 断开的情线/我不要做断点/只想杂睡前听见你的蜜语甜言……”

Flash制作得有点粗糙，可我那憋了很久的眼泪还是滴了下来，画面的结尾还有一行行的小字。

“想听你说爱我，一声也好；

想接受你送的玫瑰，一朵也好；

想再多点时间爱你，哪怕只一天；

可是现在，我的手都已经好颤抖，好想再见你一面。”

我一个人做在漆黑的房间里，终于大哭起来，我就那样错过了你，我最爱的女人，还来不及宠你，还来不及实现诺言，还来不及让你做我最美丽的新娘。
该死的dota，我连你最后一面都没见上，我真该死。
是的，我终于明白了你是最重要的，可惜你不能在等我了。

今年清明没下雨，我放弃了dota，做了白领，我一定会要你做我最风光的新娘。

“生日快乐，小傻瓜。”

每日礼拜我都会来这里，我只想和你说说话，纯白饿墓碑宛如你的纯洁。微风像你的发丝轻佛过我的脸，想念我那依然最爱的你的笑脸。

朋友、家人都惊讶于我的改变，我不抽烟了，不打dota了，不上网了，养了一只和你一样可爱的小狗，像当初我们说好的那样，叫它诺儿，我只想再和你说说话，再送你最美的玫瑰

不是男朋友的男朋友

2010-04-07T08:37:00.002+08:00

每个女生心里都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。
不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和她只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心她，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友，
当他那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了
常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情
最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。
因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。
有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......

关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。
不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富。
不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。
其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。经历的太多了，会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···

所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记···

有些人，有些事，既然发生了。
就注定是你一生的回忆···

someone~~

2010-04-06T17:57:00.003+08:00

to SOMEONE that i realy miss & love from the first time we met until now, i hope u doing realy fine with your new life, new partner, new..........., new.........., new.........in everything!!!

" to forget SOMEONE, try to hate them "

this had been told by most of my friends.
but HATE word would nvr appear in my brain.
there's no point to hate SOMEONE~

你要过得比他好，要过得比他还要开心！！

要证明给他看你会更好虽然你失去了他~

没有了他你还是可以像以前那样开开心心~

是我不懂得珍惜你，是我不好，是我的错！（自我安慰）

保持沉默吧。。。微欢！！这样会更好。

他的一却我不管了，不再乎了！！

因为我累了。。。。

MEN ARE JUST HAPPIER PEOPLE

2010-04-06T16:05:00.002+08:00

NICKNAMES

If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah.
If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes.

EATING OUT

When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back.
When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.

MONEY

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.

BATHROOMS

A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel
The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 37. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.

ARGUMENTS

A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

FUTURE

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

SUCCESS

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man...

MARRIAGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, but she does.

DRESSING UP

A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the trash, answer the phone, read a book, and get the mail.
A man will dress up for weddings and funerals.

NATURAL

Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed.
Women somehow deteriorate during the night.

OFFSPRING

Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and romances, best friends, favourite foods, secret fears and hopes and dreams.
A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

A married man should forget his mistakes. There's no use in two people remembering the same thing!

在乎一个人

2010-04-05T13:03:00.001+08:00

*在乎一个人，你会在意他/她吃得饱不饱、睡得好不好。
*在乎一个人，你会在意他/她不懂得分配时间，总是让你操心。
*在乎一个人，你会在意他/她心里有没有你。
*在乎一个人，你会在意他/她身边的人是否影响了他/她的生活。
*在乎一个人，你会在意他/她的心情好不好。
*在乎一个人，你会在意他/她会否因为你说了一句无意伤害的话而感到闷闷不乐、心情受到影响。
*在乎一个人，你会在意他/她的身体健不健康、水喝得够不够，甚至还会唠叨为什么不好好照顾身子。
*在乎一个人，你会在意他/她有没有想你。
*在乎一个人，你会在意他/她到底把你放在第几位。
*在乎一个人，你会陪他/她一起开心、一起不开心、一起烦恼、一起微笑。
*在乎一个人，你会睡前想起一些开心的回忆，然后自己傻笑，之后才甜甜蜜蜜地睡觉。
*在乎一个人，你会希望自己能帮他/她扛下所有的不开心、烦恼，不让他/她伤心难过，而伤心难过的是自己。
*在乎一个人，你会为他/她付出，即使没有回报、即使对方没有很在意、即使是很愚蠢的行为，你也觉得值得。
*在乎一个人，你会希望把时间都給他/她，即使对方嫌你太黏了，但你还是希望自己的时间都是属于对方的。
*在乎一个人，你会希望突然給他/她惊喜，即使不是惊喜，也希望看到一个少于1秒的微笑，因为至少对方笑了。
*在乎一个人，你会为他/她祷告，希望他/她一切顺利、天天开心。
*在乎一个人，你会为他/她偷偷地哭泣，又不希望让对方知道。
*在乎一个人，你会希望他/她对你说‘我爱你’。
*在乎一个人，你会学习到期待。在乎一个人，你会学习到包容。
*在乎一个人，你会学习到眼泪是因为太爱对方而流下。
*在乎一个人，你会学习到‘只要对方开心，自己受点苦有有什么关系呢？’。
*在乎一个人，你会学习到爱一个人是真的需要勇气、毅力、努力与付出。在乎一个人，你会很在乎对方

原来..一个人久了，是会上癮的..

2010-04-03T12:01:00.001+08:00

一个人久了，会懒得恋爱

一个人久了，朋友會越重要
一个人久了，会越来越喜听歌
一个人久了，电话会常常忘记带
一个人久了，就会养成一种怪癖
一个人久了，对爱情越来越会挑剔

一个人久了，除了寂寞点外还是蛮开心的
一个人久了，会慢慢变成成熟起来
一个人久了，会比以前更重視更爱父母，更重视亲情
一个人久了，对所有的节日大都没有什么期待
一个人久了，听到看到別人一对对的很甜蜜，心里多少还是会有些介意

一个人久了，会喜欢买很多无谓東西，帶自己去很多很远的地方
一个人久了，会觉得無拘無束自由自在
一个人久了，爱情會变得越來越不重要，取而代之的是钱和事业
一个人久了，会越来越理性，越来越现实

总之，一个人久了，是很幸福的时光。。。

即使有一点点無聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上
什么都可以无所谓沒有任何束缚

可是原來。。。
一个人久了，是会上癮的。。。

CROSS STITCH

2010-04-01T15:00:00.002+08:00

today i rec'd my goods from KL hehehe.........on9 buy punya.
bog liao 3 sets-RM105......huh~~
duno ada time do it or not.........

but its ok...i wil take it to do when im boring...at least can kill the boring time >.<

last but not least..........
happy April Fool day to u ol!!! dun get fool oh~~~ b smart LOLz.........

如何判断一个人爱不爱你“第四句”好准喔！

2010-03-31T21:47:00.000+08:00

1、如果一个人天天给你打电话发短信，毫无疑问，他是爱你的，起码他心里有你。如果每次都是你给他打电话，那你不用问了，他心里根本没有你。千万不要相信什么他没有时间他很忙之类的谎言，一个人连打电话的三五分钟都没有，他得忙到什么程度啊？他还能活着吗？

2、如果一个人和你见面就带你去两个人私密的地方，那么他不是爱你的，相反，要是他还带你去公园啊一系列公共场合，那么他是喜欢和你在一起的。

3、如果一个人给你打电话发短信只是寒暄一下，而不带有一点暧昧的味道，那么不要傻了，他对你已经没有爱情了，可能问候你只是例行公事。

4、如果一个人爱你的话，他会主动跟你说想你的，而不用你去问。

5、如果一个人因为一点小事就跟你发脾气，那么说明他是很在乎你的，但是如果在你承认错误以后，他还是不搭理你，奉劝你，别理他了，如果他爱你，他会主动理你的，如果不爱你，就是以此为借口对你撒手了。

6、如果一个人爱你，他会包容你一切错误的，如果一个人不爱你，你做的再好，他最后还是会找你毛病离开你的。

7、如果一个人爱你，他会接受你一切的，而不是要你改变这个改变那个。

recently~~

2010-03-30T18:34:00.002+08:00

recently i loved to spend my time inside office.....5.30pm finis work but around 7.30pm just bek home....duno y??? n myb i wan to mek my self bz n forget ol the pass!!!

but just now....(stil inside office) i hed someone hp ring tone.........SHIT!!! i tog u were inside my office bcz the hp ring tone same as urs b4 @_@
ur favourite ring tone.......>.<

n ur face playing on my mind........n i try not to mek it happen!!! n i guess i made it half #_# huh~~

niway....i wont mek my self sad n moody bcz of u anymore.....
im growing up n more mature now (but in reality im not mature actly >.<)

如果哪天我放弃你了，不是我不喜欢你或不在乎你了，而是你真把我伤透了！！

2010-03-28T16:50:00.000+08:00

亲爱的，

如果有一天我放弃了你，

请不要怀疑我是否恋上另一个人，

是因为我发觉你不珍惜我，

离开你并非我愿意，

我不想拿放弃当威胁，

因为那两个字我不曾轻易说出口因为我爱你．

假如有天我真正选择了离开，

那么对不起不是想要你的挽留，

而是对你真的死了心，

有些人总是在失去之后才知道曾经的美好，

在我决定离开你之前我会给你好多机会，

如果你把我给你的机会当做你放纵的资本，

有天我会真的走出来，

虽然我会痛会伤心，

可我了解自己，

一旦爱上一个人会全心全意，

可一旦我真正决定了死心，

那么我只会哭一次，

然后选择忘记，

不要以为感情的事如果没有出现第三者的话很容易复合，

我的字典里没有这个概念，

如果我选择了放弃选择了离开，

那么我便再也不会回头，

在你生命中．．我重要吗？

你有在乎过我吗？

每次发给你的信息你认真看了吗？一直以来都是我自作多情而已吗？

不要让你身边的人等得太久了！
如果有天我真的消失了，

你会不会再找到我．也许我只是你生命中的一个过客而已吧

女生的痛，男生永远不懂！

2010-03-26T10:52:00.001+08:00

男生永远不懂，为什么女生会那么的依赖你，那是因为她把你当做她的唯一，最信赖的人。

男生永远不懂，为什么女生在你不给她打电话的时候会很生气，因为她想要听到你的声音，感觉你的疼爱。

男生永远不懂，女生为什么会爱生气，因为她只是想要你来哄她，回味你们之间的温存。

男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么爱吃醋，那是因为她爱你，而容不下一点你给其他女生的任何一点温柔。

男生永远不懂，为什么女生爱唠叨让你少抽烟，少喝酒，女生也知道那不可能，但是她担心你的身体。

男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么多的眼泪，那是因为她将所有的委屈都化做泪水，而把所有的温柔都留给你。

男生永远不懂，女生愿意为你东奔西跑、为你做很多事，只是因为爱你，而并不是为了显示自己比你强。

男生永远不懂，女生会在很晚的时候打电话给你，不是不信任你，只是突然很想你，想听听你的声音。

男生永远不懂，女生会想要知道你的一切，想为你分担事情，那是因为她只想要自己是你最亲密的人。

男生永远不懂，当分手来到时，女生那坚强的语言后面是多么伤的伤痛！

男生永远不懂，分手后女生不是不痛，而是痛到连看到你就会无法自拔！

男生永远不懂，女生的爱是那么深。一旦爱上就不能自已。隐瞒的那么深，不要带给你困扰！而自己哭泣！

男生永远不懂，女生的爱！女生的爱脆弱又坚强，不要欺骗玩弄感情。女孩狠起心来是不要命的。

男生永远不懂,当你说不爱她了。她不会缠着你。只要你快乐，她愿意放开你。

男生永远不懂，女生在分手后那笑的背后有了多少的悲痛！

如果爱，请深深的爱她，对她负责，给她一生幸福。

如果不爱，请不要享受她的独爱，放开她，让别的男人来给她幸福。

不要挥霍爱情，爱情挥霍完了，就会挥霍了她的生命。

my weekend on 20 & 21 March 2010

2010-03-22T15:31:00.011+08:00

20.03.2010

7.30am woke up. alone at home. wtcing tv show. bro took laptop away liao =(
doing mask....so relax hehehe....felt freedom!!!

12.40pm renee n efei came to fetch me (kendara court)
after that going to fetch Yeing at daya hotel. opposite of wisma merdeka shopping mall =)

heading to suria KK to take our lunch!! im so so hungry. since morning havent eat anyhtg huh~~~
decided to go kenny rogers to fullfil our stomach hehehehe.....
renee took an order...*shared*

after finis lunch, went to yoyo lintas to yam cha. (yeing nvr go dere b4)
& Efei spent us (thanks so much ya Efei ^_^)

finis yam cha, went to my hse (kendara court) dere wanna c my room *wink* =)
dere sit a while den bek...Mmmm....not se de dere lol....cz bek to lonely davina agen huh~~~

6pm took bath, prepared.
6.30pm depart from home to fetch clara.

heading to 1Borneo for dinner n wtc alice in wonderland mv.

dinner at kam tong 1B. cant finis my dish =( de kuew tiaw so salt ><

9.20pm mv on air ^^

11pm finis the mv....sent clara bek den heading to KK fetch yeing ^_^
so happy....she gonna stay wif me tonite hehehe...
we chatting until 3am lol.........

21.03.2010

7am woke up....prepared
8am departed from home to fetch renee at sacrat heart KK.
8.30am msg Efei....she just wek up ==
after 5 mins we reached inanam terminal.
having our bfast dere (sang yuk men)

around 9.30am went to city mall old town yam cha lol....cz wanna find air con place to sit bah....

only renee n efei ada order drink keke...

11.30am went to guardian to c c look look. bog liao 4 packets of nivea mask =)

11.45am sent yeing to menumbuk bus terminal. opposite of mahkamah KK.......& efei sent renee home.

around 12.40pm i reached home........bek to lonely davina agen huh~
just sitting on the sofa wtcing tv (AXN-CSI) until 3pm

cooked fried rice. ate liao half...den half thking to eat at nite (wat a pity davina lolx)

conclusion..........i have a happy weekend & oso a boring weekend at the same time LOLx.........

是不是有一天我消失了，你才知道我爱你

2010-03-19T13:15:00.000+08:00

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会发疯似地找我？然后因为找不到我而难过？如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会无数次的点击我的空间，看看我留下的痕迹？　

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会认真地用心地看我空间里的每一篇日志？然后理解我当初多么地珍惜你？　

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会在半夜突然醒来，想我想到泣不成声？　　

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会每天开着MSN等我？当你看到好友上线时心中一阵紧张，以为是我？　

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会看那无聊的喜剧流泪？然后狠狠地想我？　

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会在街上走的时候想到我？想到蹲在地上痛哭？
　
如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会在最快乐的时候想到我？想让我和你一起分享你的快乐？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会觉得你是想我的，其实你很在乎我？　

如果有一天，我突然消失了，我一定不会回头…而你要忘了我，继续幸福地过你的生活！
　　
是不是我真的消失了，你才会发觉身边有个我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会想起来珍惜我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才知道怎样来珍惜我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会感觉到当初我是多么得珍惜你？

是不是我真的消失了，你才舍得给我一丝可怜？你才会明白你真的失去了我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才懂得什么是真正的爱…….

2010-03-19T09:25:00.002+08:00

If you love somebody,
let them go,
for if they return,
they were always yours.
And if they don't,
they never were.

so i wil let him go bcz i LOVE him.....(曾经）

如果有一天你回到我身边，

我相信你永远都是属于我的！！

爱情和友情

2010-03-18T16:22:00.003+08:00

如果A是1斤， B是2斤， C是3斤。。。
那么L+O+V+E=54斤，
F+R+I+E+N+D+S+H+I+P=108斤，
所以友谊是爱情的两倍重。
好好珍惜身边的每一个朋友！！

爱情是世界上最没有把握的东西~

爱情像彩虹...漂亮但是短暂...容易看到但是不容易得到...

男人，你们知道吗？

2010-03-17T16:33:00.001+08:00

女人不吵了、不闹了、不叫了，就是真的不爱了

女人说要离开，是伤心了，是你让他失望了.

女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友，不是她太贱，只是她舍不得 .

女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一下你，让你多在乎她一点 .

女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信，你接到电话、

短信时，是否也同样的想念她 .

如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口.

女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

男人其实你不懂

1 她总是问:你在哪呢?你现在在干吗? (她很想念你,只是想跟你说说话,你不给她发信息,她很矛盾,怕你在忙,但又忍不住想你.换了别人,爱干嘛干嘛,她不关心.所以请你一有时间就问候她一下,让她放心,让她知道你心里有她,她不会烦你.她总是主动联系你,她会觉得她贱.)

2 她说:我不开心了,我好烦. (不要怪她无理取闹,更不能觉得她在烦你,她不是真的不开心,她只是想你了.只是想要你会来安慰她一下,哪怕是:乖,别闹了,听话!)

3 她说:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌她烦.因为她知道你不傻,甚至是很聪明的.她只想让你知道她心里有你,她很想关心你)

4 她总说自己又长胖了或者长得不够漂亮. (不要觉得她是在自卑或嫉妒别人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美.她已经在为你改变了.)

5 她总说她想要帮你,要你有什么事一定要告诉她. (其实她知道她帮不了你什么,她只想让你知道你还有她,她永远在会你身边陪你,会一直的支持你,)

6 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气,发小脾气. (别说她小气,不信任你,她其实是在吃醋,这表示她十分在乎你.即使心里难受也会自己安慰自己.)

7 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见. (不是她没主见,太过依赖你,她只是尊重你,凡事以你为先.)

8 不管在哪里她总是紧紧的和你站在一起. (她只是在告诉你她信任你.)

9 她爱忧伤,总是会多想. (不要觉得她是想太多,只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感.)

10 她假装生气转身离开. (其实,她不是真的想走,只是离开的时候希望被挽留.)

11 她会突然冷淡你,或是向你撒娇. (别怪她孩子气,她只是想让你哄哄她.)

12 也许有一天她会跟你说分手. (其实,这个时候她已经喜欢你好久,只是不确定这份感情是不是对的.她只是要你的安全感,你的舍不得,你的不要走……）

我希望你能理解。。女生。。都這樣想。。

2010-03-16T14:53:00.001+08:00

1---如果你的女朋友在你面前哭了，無論什麼原因，請抱緊她，再反抗也要抱緊，趴在桌子上永遠沒有在你懷裡安心

2---如果你的女朋友指出了你的不是，請不要總是嫌她嘮叨，若不是因為在乎。。她不會說你

3---如果你的女朋友和你賭氣不理你，不要也學她，這正是考驗你們的時候，“臉皮厚”的精神此時不發揚又更待何時

4---如果你的女朋友不聽你的話，轉身走了，一定要追上她，若真的還愛著，丟下她一個人你又如何放心呢

5---如果你的女朋友說：“你走吧，我不想理你了“，千萬不要相信，女人最是口是心非，其實那是她最需要你的時候

6---如果你的女朋友生氣了，說心情不好不想吃飯，千萬不要問她想幹嗎想吃什麼，她一定說什麼都不要，買好你記憶裡她最愛吃的東西（最好是有包裝的，這樣等她心情好了再吃也不會冷），但一定不要以自己也不吃來威脅她

7---如果你的女朋友在每個月的特殊時候，請牢記，別問她吃不吃冷飲，常將手放在她的肚子上，夏天也可以，她需要那樣

8---如果你的女朋友對你們說狠話，請保持三秒鐘不說話，然後摟過她的肩，笑笑說：“老婆，你講話的聲音真可愛！”

珍惜一直陪在你身邊的女朋友，不要把她想的那麼複雜，女人要的永遠最簡單！

U CAN...!!!!

2010-03-15T10:35:00.004+08:00

Davina....i know that u rely rely so suffer for this few months.

its time for u to let him go....pls dun so crazy anymore!!!

u know that he wil nvr come bek to ur side...wat for u waiting for him?? that's no point Davina!!!

u must live for ur self..only for ur self now but not him...dun included him in ur life...its oled passed tense....

be STRONG Davina....i know u can do it!!! u MUST be STRONG!!!

GOD please bless DAVINA LIEW VUI HUAN~~~

Jay Sean - Down ft. Lil Wayne

2010-03-12T08:48:00.002+08:00

低落。。。。

2010-03-11T09:17:00.004+08:00

昨晚，收到你的信息。
开心的心情读下了。
你说你读了我的blog而感动了你。
最后一句真的读了过后忍不着掉了眼泪。
开心，伤心的我都有。

你问我，我们还有机会在一起吗？
当然我马上回你。。。因为这一自一来都是我的梦！

我告诉你。。。我和V只是朋友。

二十分钟过后。。。你回我。。。
说了令我掉了不少的眼泪。。。就像三个月前你跟我提分手那时。

你说不是你打的信息，而是她。
你说你叫我别再放你在我的心里。
你说你现在过的很好。
你说对不起伤了我的心。
你说求我放你走。

你真的伤了我的心！！！超级无敌的痛！！

我写这个blog不是为了伤害别人。。。你为什么读了过后要来伤害我呢？
我有错吗？？

我已经满满三个星期没有跟你联络了。
那一段日子，你知道我过得怎样吗？
我已很尽我量不sms你！！！
我做得到。。。。不过最后呢？？
你在半路打断了！你太任性了吧。。

上个星期日，你和她手牵手在1b逛街。
是我朋友告诉我的。
我不希望是我看到！！
也不希望会看到你们！！

我哭了。。。

是不是等我离开了，你才会感动?

2010-03-10T16:08:00.001+08:00

某一天，你拨我的电话号码，语音告诉你我已经停机。你会不会难过？

某一天，你的手机不再频繁的响起，你会不会不停的等待？

某一天，你的邮箱收件箱里，不再有人可怜兮兮的说你好吗？你有没有好好吃饭，有没有好好照顾自己。你会不会不停的期盼？

某一天，不再有人无论是深夜还是白天都坐在电脑旁等待着你上线，等待着可以打电话给你，你会不会失落？

如果真的到了那样的一天，我还是希望你有一点点的难过，一点点的失落，一点点的想我，只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好，真的只要一点点就好。

某一天，你打开电脑，我的头像变成了永远的灰色，不要说我不守承诺，那是我感觉到累了，倦了，也真的受伤了。

某一天，你的生活中没有了我，请记住我对你的好；我的宽容。你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天。

某一天，你的记忆中没有了我，不要忘记我们在一起的每一分每一秒，不要忘记我喜欢什么，讨厌什么。

而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片断，你习惯什么，反感什么。

感情世界里，没有“公平”两个字，我不会计较这些，我们在一起的时间，会是我这辈子里最美丽的回忆。

我还要你记得答应过我什么，许诺过我什么。
如果有一天，你叹气的时候我不再去安慰你，

你难过的时候不再陪你一起难过，心碎的时候不再去陪你一起心碎。

那是我真的绝望了，真的心碎了，真的疲倦了。

因为有太多太多的时候，我都是装，总是装作无所谓，可是我真的不在乎吗？而你呢？会在乎我的一切吗？

可是我会很自责，会恨我自己，因为我做了一个不守承诺的人。我懂，其实都是我不好，我不该出现在你的生活中，我只该做一个默默爱你的人，默默等你的人，默默想你的人。可是我把一切一切都表现了出来。你知道了，清楚了，了解了，最终感动了没有？

是不是等我离开了，你才会感动？

dedicated to some1 that i rely love until today~~!!!
hope u wil rid this......

when????

2010-03-09T15:10:00.000+08:00

when i just can bek to ur side???
when i just can stay by ur side???

izit there's an answer to me??
or im just dreaming my own??

single

2010-03-05T15:23:00.002+08:00

im bek to single but not available....^_^

i admired a guy...a guy that nvr leave my heart, a guy that owez in my heart, a guy that no 1 can replace him in my heart, a guy that owez stand in da st place in my heart.

even he belongs to some1 oled....
but im stil can admire him....not salah ma....

i dun wan to wek up...i wan to cont slip....wan to cont dreaming....=(

为什么？？？

2010-02-19T16:50:00.002+08:00

今天，我特别想你。为什么？？？
不知不解。。。。眼泪也掉了。
偷偷得在厕所哭了。。。眼睛也红了颜色~~
分手也该有三个月了吧。。。。我还是接受不到实事！！！

gamble

2010-02-18T13:26:00.002+08:00

i miss to gamble with u....
i stil remember every yr b4 or on or after CNY, we sure wil gamble even only both of us....our favourite "hong dian"....im happy to gamble wif u even i lost n u eat ol my money ^___^
hehehe....n its only a memory now...
hopefully 1 day we can gamble togede agen~~~

thought

2010-02-02T18:07:00.002+08:00

i tog i can start a new relationship wif other guy n forget the pass....
i tog i can love him as much as i can....
i tog i wil be happy than b4...

but all WRONG!!!

i admit from the beginning im happy be wif u....but after we pakto a month den i realised that i rely not suit to u....

i fil nothg....(im soli)...& i oled tried my best to love u but i stil cant....i stil cant...ya i stil cannot....:(

sorry agen~~~

2010-02-02T17:37:00.001+08:00

im soli Voo...i have to cool down st. :(

The Dream (PART 3)

2010-02-02T08:21:00.002+08:00

shit man~~~!!!! i kip dreaming of him....

last nite i dreamt him agen ==

but dis time i rely not remember abot wat.....
but i just know that i kip asked him to "jia you jia you"...u can do it de!!! ( i duno jia you abot wat la)

if everyday cont like this.....how can i forget him???
he owez enter into my dream~~~
how wish i could enter into his dream!!!

The Dream (PART 2)

2010-02-01T10:09:00.002+08:00

i dreamt of him agen dis morning.....

LOL~ funny dream i thk....

- he in relationship wif his sis, his closed sis....
- but at last he chosed me....^_^
- n we start from the beginning agen....

its only a dream wat!!!

dun thk too much la DAVINA LIEW!!!

rely~~???

2010-01-29T12:08:00.001+08:00

IF u rely like him den just go to grab him bek!!!

LIVE only once!!!

please dun mek ur self suffer....

& i ask myself...CAN I???

MISS

2010-01-28T16:48:00.002+08:00

i miss u agen....

no matter im buzy or nothg to do, i wil miss u~~!!!
no matter im in happy mood or sad mood, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im doing wat, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im awake or slipping, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im dreaming or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im wcting tv or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im washing my hair or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im bathing or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im facebooking or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im been scolding by my boss or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im toking phone wif my fren or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im chatting wif fren or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im msg-ing wif fren or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im toking bad abot u or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im hating u or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im rely know that u hate me or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im stil cares u or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im in home or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im writing my blog or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im eating or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im drinking or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im typing or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im walking or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im working or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im driving or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im playing wif my pet or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im cooking or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter im in office or not, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter wherever i go, i wil miss u~~!!
no matter i be with hu, i wil miss u~~!!!
no matter i.......bla bla bla....

there's stil a lot i can list it down....n it wil no ending....

The Dream

2010-01-27T08:33:00.002+08:00

last nite i dreamt of my X BF Col. it just like a reality that wil happen.

when i woke up from the dreamt, im rely upset!! i cried~~ :'( & miss him much!!!

The Dream:-
i just bath n go to my room, he call me but i cannot hear him clearly (my room line not gud) den i quickly run out to outside hse (wif towel cover on me) den i call he bek. he pick up n tell me he have 1 wish that i can do for him. but i dun wan....i wan he to listen to my wish st...."u know my wish dear", i tell him.

but he said listen to my wish st...."i wan u to wear a cap & dance a "nobody" song infront of me." (its sound funny izit?)

bcz b4 we break up i told him i wan to learn de dance.

n after we broke up i told him, once i learn it den i wil dance infront of u....

but i thk its impossible to me to dance infront of him oled...i know he hate me....dun wan be my K bro anymore....he deleted me as his fren in FB (but now we be a fren agen)

just let it be Davina Liew~~!!! u CANNOT change a reality!!!

deleted

2010-01-25T16:02:00.002+08:00

as u requested i deleted our pic on today.....

if this wat u wan....

im sorry to put the pic in here...without ur permission...i understood it!!!

im rely must forget u oled!!!

live my NEW LIFE without u!!!

sorry.....

2010-01-21T15:09:00.002+08:00

Voo u are innocent~~~ i cannot treat u like that. im dating wif u but my mind ol thking abot my X bf...i admit that im stil love my X more than love u (pls forgv me)

honestly, if 1 day my X come bek to me....i wil gv him 1 more chance n we wil start agen.....(even he said he wil not come bek to me anymore but i stil hoping)
i oled tried to dun put even a lit hope on it but stil cant!!! my mind kip saying that 1 day he sure wil come bek, yeah im sure!!!

bcz last time he rely LOVE me....love me until cant live without me...i duno y he changed too fast~~!!! n i stil believe that until now he stil LOVE me as i love him too....(i knew that he LOVE his new gf now more than love me) if not he wil nvr hurt me rather than his new gf.....

i dun wan to hurt u voo....enaf for me 1 person fil the hurt feeling...i dun wan u get hurt, its rely suffer!!! i dun wan to c u sad, dun wan to c u cry, dun wan to c u not happy, dun wan to c u moody....bcz i care u, i liked u.
but sorry...i not suit to u. my heart are closed now. closed to gv other guy come in.

last nite i oled told u....dun contact each other st, dun mit st rite....cz i wan to stay alone & thk clearly. but y u kip wanna find me huh~ =.=

i dun wan to thk abot love anymore....i only nid TIME!!! only TIME can cure me, only TIME can decide actly wat the most 1 wan for my future....only TIME can prove everythg....

voo, 跟你在一起我真的很开心不过没比我跟col还要开心。。。应该是你的性格的问题吧。你是个很害羞又很静的人。而我呢。。比较38那种。。我比较喜欢吵吵闹闹的fil。。。

跟col在一起真的是我人生最开心的那天。虽然我身边的朋友说他有多不疼你，有多对你不好不过我自己知道其实他有多么的疼我！！虽然我家人很不喜欢他不过他真的很爱我的。。因为只有我知道。不过现在全都消失了。。。他属于别的人了。你醒醒吧。。刘微欢！！！

voo, 我们可以回到之前的我们吗？之前的“好兄弟“。。。。之前的uncle, aunty。。。。之前的我们喜欢zat来zat去。因为我不能伤到你更痛！！

就由时间证明一缺吧。

对不起

he call me.....

2010-01-20T08:35:00.002+08:00

today at 7.37am he call me to my celcom number.....wat a suprised!!!
when my phone ringging n i took it up....i tog my eyes salah tengok, his name appeared on the screen....wif the happy plus nervous filing i finally pick up his call. we talk for 9:12 minutes during im on de way to work.

he ask me

- where m i?
- how are u?
- where do u live now?
- wat time normally reach office?
- got take bfast ma?
- stay wif hu now?
- n bla bla bla.....

& i ask him

- how are u??
- hu send u to work?
- finis work den hu fetch u bek home?
- how is ur amway progress?
- when take ur license?
- how ur relationship wif ur new GF?
- n bla bla bla......

he tell me he owez quarrel wif his new GF.....sooner later myb wil break de lo....(honestly i fil happy but oso fil sad...) happy bcz i hope he break n come bek to me.....sad bcz myb i wil hurt voo's filing.....

n he say find 1 day we mit come out yam cha.....& i hope that he wil not find me to go out...i scare i cant control my filing....

den at 8.35am he msg me....
"i'm feel very sorry for wat i did to u, i kip dun wan contact u is bcz i dun wan 2 hurt her feeling.my relationship status is chg by her, im not do that as u know. u all de best with ur future n pls forgive me wat i did...."

his msg mek me fil unwell...:(
& i try to dun reply him....if dis wat he wan i wil not disturb him agen....i wan to wish them gud luck in future...(im so hurt...& suddenly my tears fall down)

i wan to forget u "DEAR".........LORD pls gv me strenght~~!!! AMEN....

him.....

2010-01-18T16:30:00.002+08:00

i msg him agen today....(soli~~~)

i msg him "i stil hope that u wil come bek to my side"

he replied "he wil not come bek to me anymore" (almost cry....n im soli agen V)
ask me to dun contact each other for this moment....n i wil be gud without him.....

V im rely rely soli for ol of dis!!!! pls forgive me to wat i've done :(

IM SORRY~~~!!!

wat do u min???

2010-01-11T09:35:00.002+08:00

izit u wan to show to me ol of this??? ol of ur Facebook status that kip on changing??? initial "single" den "in a relationship but complicated" den now the latest one "single" agen.....

wat u min??? or i thk too much oled???
i stil care of u~~~
wan to know how do u do rite now??

- u ok??
- how ur work?
- how ur life?
- how is ur family?
- u got miss me?
- get ur license liao?
- stil got gastrik ma?

ARGH~~!!!!

i shouldn't like this!!!! i shud gave him up oled!!! he is not mine anymore!!!!

SHIT!!!

2010-01-08T16:53:00.000+08:00

suddenly MISS him so much!!!
i fill so so empty rite now.......!!!!

SO EMPTY

1 more day~~

2009-12-31T08:26:00.002+08:00

today is the last day for 2009.....wow~~!!! the time rely flies so damn superb fast la!!!

den here come tonite 31.12.2009!!! the day that we ol waiting for....lets PARTY~~!!!!
tonite wil going to bryan's hse to BBQ n steamboat...wow around 50 ppls wil attend it!!!! punyala damn manyak org!!!! sure i wil having a great, wonderfull, enjoy & fun........time tonite!!!

wish every1 have a great time tonite.....bless u ol n ur family....
happy new year 2010~~!!!!

2 more days.....

2009-12-30T17:11:00.002+08:00

2010 is around the corner......im very excited n happy to welcome 2010.....hehehehehe......just very happy!!! duno y~~!! LOL

i promised myself to live more happy in 2010 than in 2009..hope dere's a new life, new davina, new adventure, new future, new frens, n new in everythg in 2010....

n tonite im going to fren's fren's hse to BBQ hehe...2 days cont BBQ, oh gosh...sore throat lo >.<
but nvm la...once a yr ma kekeke.....sick den sick la..drink more water lo ^^

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY FAMILY AND MY FRENS!!!!

LOVE U ALL!!!

*MUACKS*

Xmas Eve

2009-12-24T16:04:00.002+08:00

today is a Xmas eve....here i wanna wish u ol a merry Xmas n happy new yr 2010!!!
wish i have a great life in yr 2010....become a new Davina & more happy de Davina!!! GAMBATEH!!! ^_^

tonite im going to cele wif my best fren Shanny. we going to eat steamboat at Iramanis dere hehehe.....
yea yea yea.....!!!! enjoy!!!

AVATAR

2009-12-24T08:46:00.001+08:00

last nite went to wtc AVATAR movie wif Shanny & Voo Yau Fui at 1Borneo......
i drove to Voo's hse n park my car at dere n folo Voo's car to 1B. our movie time at 9pm....n ngam ngam 9pm we arrived 1B ^_^

luckily not so cold oh.....i forgot to bring the jacket bah, left in car.

WOW~~!!! AVATAR its a great movie...the story line rely din mek u fil boring even its 2 n 45hrs movie!!!

-highly recommended-

不干愿！！！！

2009-12-23T14:16:00.002+08:00

我超级的很不甘愿。。。。。！！！你为什么选她而不选我呢？？

happy 冬至快乐!!!

2009-12-22T08:45:00.003+08:00

today is chinese ppl cele 冬至快乐.....normally dere wil cook a 汤圆 to eat de....but i dislike to eat leh hehehe...duno y? myb bcz last time i ate my aunt cooked de bah....she put ginger n itu 汤圆 no rasa de....>.<

after that i dislike eat liao hehehe.....
today i wil cele wif my da gu....go to her hse eat dinner n eat 汤圆 hehehe ^_^

niway happy 冬至快乐!!! have a nice cele ya....

我真的要放手了。。。。

2009-12-21T11:15:00.002+08:00

我msg他。。。。这问题我很久很久都想问他了。今天我终于有那勇气。
我问他，是不是跟她开始dating了? 他说 “是“。。。
ok....我知道我该怎么办了。。。谢谢你给了我这答案。。。。！！！

那。。。。再见吧。Mmm。。。应该别再见面了。。。

你变了吗？？

2009-12-16T09:51:00.003+08:00

你曾经爱过我。。。爱到很爱很爱很爱那种。。。。

不过你为什么现在要放弃我呢？？

你选她而不选我。。。值得吗？

四年的感情就这样消失了。。。我真的不懂！

如果你觉得跟她一起比跟我在一起还要快乐，那我就没话讲。

一句话，我还是很希望你回到我身边！放弃你现在的女朋友。我快要发疯了！！！

我很不甘心，真的很不甘心，我超级得不甘心！！！

为什么？？？？！！！！

Thank You

2009-12-14T09:43:00.002+08:00

Thank You so much to ol my frens!!!! im filing better now...filing gud now!!!! im very touch to wat u ol have done to me!!!! so touching frens.....

im lucky to have a fren like u ol...Thanks GOD to gv me dis opportunity....Love u GOD!!

now my only wish that wish i wil live happily in future, wish my family n frens lots of bless, lots of luck in their life....!!!

谢谢，因为我越懂事了。我学了怎么去放手。。。。学了什么叫作承诺。。。。学了承诺是不一定快乐的。。。学了爱不一定快乐幸福的。。。。只要我们过得没遗憾，生活就可以很完美。

我该放手了，该努力的活下去，该忘记他，该努力得向前走，该去找我该所要的幸福。

我真的越懂事了

什么是爱？？？

2009-12-10T15:19:00.004+08:00

认识你我才懂什么叫作。。爱。。。。

爱给我们力量
没有了爱我们就什么都没了。。。力量也没了。。我感受了。
只从你要跟我分手那天，我就像一个死体。。。我快要去自杀了。。。。狠狠地要伤害我自己。我真的活不下去了。我认错了！！！请你原谅我吧。。。我求你。。

任性的我那天，什么都不懂。分手的确是我提的不过我不是认真的。。。四年感情的我们，以为我舍得吗？？
我承认我像个小孩，孩子气。。我答应你，我发誓，永远都不敢了。只要你再给我一次机会，你要我做些什么我都愿意。

从那天我们开始交往我就认定了你就是我的另一半！我要和你走到最后。。到永远。。。到死。。。。

我相信有一天你会回到我身边。。。就有这个文章证明一却吧。。。我们和好的那天我就会把它读出来给你听！

这个是我为你写的。。。。

我的愿望！！！

2009-12-10T12:13:00.003+08:00

我希望Col Eng Chee Hui回到我身边。。。！！！

dis only my wish....GOD please bless me!!!

EON Master Card

2009-10-30T15:10:00.001+08:00

just got my EON credit card today....^_^

applied for long time ago liao de...now just got it hehehe.....

my routine life in month of September

2009-09-01T14:04:00.002+08:00

MOND to THUR

5.30 am - wek up, drink 2 glasses of water, den brush teeth, wash face
- wear contact lense, dress up, apply toner, face lotion, comb my pretty hair

6.00 am - done! take a walk around my hse, playing wif my cat n dogs.

6.15 am - get ready n waiting "bus pekerja" beside the highway.

6.30 am - start depart to work from my kg

7.45 am - most wil reach KK at this time.

7.50 am - reach CP, mit up my dear, take b'fast togede

8.15 am - arrive office, on PC, log in to FB, imo, XE, plurk, blog, biztrak n company mail

9.15 am - normally just start working hahaha......

12.30 pm - lunch time

1.30 pm - start working

5.30 pm - finis work, walking to GSC bus stop.

5.40 pm - reach bus stop n direct on de way bek home

7.00 pm - got home, take dinner while wtcing AEC at 7pm

8.00 pm - finis dinner n finis my tv show.

8.15 pm - bath

9.15 pm - normally enter my room n lying on bed lu hahaha....

FRI
FYI, i drive to work every fri!!!

6.00 am - wek up, drink 2 glasses of water, den brush teeth, wash face
- wear contact lense, dress up, apply toner, face lotion, comb my pretty hair

6.30 am - done, start my car engine, play wif my pets a while hehe

6.40 am - depart from home to work

7.50 am - reach sunny garden n fetch up my dear.

8.00 am - arrive office, on PC, log in to FB, imo, XE, plurk, blog, biztrak n company mail

9.15 am - normally just start working hahaha......

12.30 pm - lunch time

1.30 pm - start working

finis work - depend my dear lo.

7.30 pm - play badminton in basel inanam

9.30 pm - finis n go to yam cha

11.00 pm - normally finis yam cha n bek home. sometime i stay at my eldest bro dere n sometime stay wif my dear.

SAT

8.00 am - teach tuition in penampang (2 students: prim 3 & 5 each)

12.00 pm - finis tuition

after 12pm i wil be very free

SUND

morning (no fix time) - teach tuition in my hometown (Primary 5)

Afternoon - teach tuition in my hometown (Primary 3)

after that im free......

thats ol my routine life in september.....
wil kip update once have a changes ><

Pulau Sapi on 31 August 2009

2009-09-01T08:55:00.003+08:00

went to pulau sapi y'day!!! wow~ the weather was very great Thanks GOD!!!
12ppls ol togede (Davina, Regina, Mathilda, Col, Bernard, Ah Siew, Micheal, Yau Fui, Ah San, Nelson, Cathy Oh & Ah Kiong)

8.30am we gathered at jetty & depart around 9.30am gua hehe...duno the actual time la >.<
after 30 mins we safely arrived Pulau Sapi ^_^. found a nice station n put our bags, junk foods, drinks & etc. den wat were we waiting for hehe.....terus went to play water lu !!! but b4....there's must to sapu sun block keke ><.........if not my skin myb wil hangus ahahaha.

after played water 3hrs we went to rest a while n played heart attack ahaha....fun!!
hu lose wil kena tanam n throw into the sea. luckily not me haha!! (for more info pls wtc our video in Regina's video on facebook ^^)

3pm we depart n went bek home.

next yr national day plan to Pulau Mamutik or Pulau Tiga kekeke ^_^

2009-08-27T14:57:00.003+08:00

Written by Davina Liew

As u all can c the above attachment, there's an agreement within we 6 ppls (including me). ^^

Agreement was sign on 21 Aug 2009 during our Yam Cha after played badminton at Inanam.

2009-08-25T13:40:00.001+08:00

resign from my E-Piano part time job soon!!!

2009-08-07T09:47:00.002+08:00

hahahaha.........i wil resign from my E-Piano part time job soon!!! start sept i wil going to teach tuition on every sat n sund!!! Thanks so much to my BF to help me find student keke....

actly is my BF's officer's childs, 2 students, primary 3 n 5. gonna teach them malay n math. but stil duno im gonna teach until when. hopefully the mum wan me to teach them during their long holi keke.....

n about my tuition in my kg that 1 myb i wil stop to teach in Sept for primary 3 n 5.bcz they wil sit for final exam next month. for UPSR that student i wil stop teach her dis month lo....so no more side income after oct huh~ :(

nvm la....its time for me to enjoy n relax relax ma....^^

my family new member- Haro E YO

2009-08-04T08:33:00.004+08:00

he call Haro E YO....my dad's fren gave my dad de.adopted he on 31 July 2009. i duno wat kind of breed he is??? haha...but he looks so funny la. when u down just c his face...he wil mek u laugh punya!!! like to chase ppl n play wif u!! n very guai punya keke....

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE

2009-07-23T08:23:00.003+08:00

last nite my BF n I went to wtc harry potter at 6pm. even many of my frens said its quite boring but however i wil wtc it oso! cannot miss it...bcz i had wtc it from the beginning...from they stil a kids hehe.

the story quite ok ah...i did not felt boring pun~~ its true there's a less action. but the line story oso not bad wat hehe ^^
Emma Watson so liang moi oh!! every1 grown up oled...especially Ron. Wa!!! taller than harry Potter la...strong than harry too ^^ but harry more leng zai la hehe.

7 K charity run

2009-07-20T08:37:00.007+08:00

18 July 2009
Regina, Col & i reached Sutera Harbour at 4pm. walau nei park our car so damn far from the starting line. we had to walk around 10 mins just reach the starting line. sitting n wait my coll to pass 7K shirts to me. around 4.45pm he just got dere. faster to change our cloth bcz 5pm wil start run. b4 that for sure dere's a warm up exercised hehe....pretty fun ^_^

Regina & i jog while chatting & sometime run bcz we dun wan to b the last person hu reach the finis line.... so we set a time to reach the finis line,b4 6.30pm must got dere!!! finally 6.20pm we reached finis line liao keke. clap clap clap for both of us kaka ><...col pula sure early than us....but duno when he finis his run la.

around 6.50 pm we bek home. sent Regina to Fu Zhou to get her car dere. so i direct bek Tuaran to have a dinner wif my family.

19 July 2009
depart to KK around 11am from my hometown. went to tsung tsin scol bazaar day. Col & i reached dere around 12pm. walking st while waiting Math, Regina n her BF come. walau nei that day punya la damn HOT!!! i can felt my sweat kip mengalir at the bek oh haha....st time i sweat til so kin yau!!! we quickly finis used de coupon cz rely beh tahan liao. after that went to YOYO damai to have a cold drink wow~~~ fresh!!!

after finis our yoyo, we went to pet pro shop to c c look look puppy keke...i wan to buy puppy's bag & kurungan bah. i wil adopt a puppy soon LOLzz wow!!! cant wait for it!!! but adui...quite expensive la.. discuss wif my bro st keke...ask him buy 1 n i buy another 1 haha.

ice ages 3

2009-07-16T08:43:00.003+08:00

i went to wtc it last nite after finis work at 6.50pm. walau nei...damn funny. i laughed til stomach-ache u know!!! i thk not only i laughed so loud keke. got few kids oso bah. luckily their laugh voice cover mine haha.

had 3 parts which most funny 1. now i stil remember de scenes wahahaha...

Eddie: that's Sid!!
Buck: ya, roger.
Eddie: not roger, it's Sid!
Buck: ya, roger.
Eddie: u save our Sid st, later on u just go to save roger!
Buck: &$%@&*%^&#$

dis the part de most i laugh!!!

RM 3 for lunch

2009-07-13T15:02:00.002+08:00

dis morning i drove to work. last nite i hed my bro said our bus driver had an accident last sat bah, but he did not inform me leh....害 i kip waiting him til 6.20am oh, so i called him ask lo...ish forgot sms me wa cilakak betul haiz...wasting my time only. so i quickly packed ol my thg & rushing to work. yo~ arrived telipok walau nei!!! damn jam la!!! luckily i knew 1 short cut wahaha...jalan kampung bah!!
after 5 to 10 mins i passed the jam road liao. hehe felt gud.

7.55am arrived CP. went to da bao b'fast n ate inside office

wow~ my lunch only cost me RM3 oh even i took so many rice n vege hehe (vegetarian stall)...forgot to capture my da bao b4 i eat them hehe...i thk u ol wil get shock...full bah haha. ate so much for lunch but now i fil hungry oled haha. adui apa punya perut oh haiz~i thk got cacing 1 @_@
b4 da bau i went to pacific book store n check for my detective Conan comic book st hehe....cz last sat my fren called me to inform me conan epi 64 released oled hehe. cant wait to rid it ^_^
bek home just slow slow rid it la >.< have to enjoy de story de ma.....

BTW,i wil staying in KK dis week. haha decide to wtc ice ages 3 dis wed keke...
so lama oled din go out at nite!!! HO HO HO HO~~

Davina's dream car~~

2009-07-07T09:49:00.002+08:00

Suzuki Solio!!!

i wish 1 day i own a solio car...it was my dream car since long time ago!!!
WOW~~ i like de shape{beautifull}
many ppl say, its look like Perodua Kenari hehe...ya i agreed. but dis a SOLIO!!! made from Japan not Malaysia!!! >.<

Wish my dream come true!!! gonna gambateh for it!!! yo~~!!!

Hannah Montana-The Climb

2009-06-24T16:02:00.001+08:00

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Hannah Montana The Movie Hoedown Throwdown Instructional

2009-06-22T13:37:00.001+08:00

lets dance together!!! ^____^

Tagged by The KenKen

2009-06-22T09:54:00.001+08:00

1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
forehead & cheek ^^

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Sleepy & ol the time oso Sleepy sleepy sleepy….:(

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
my biao mei…she is 3 yrs old only >.<

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
No. but sometime yea T_T

5. Will you ever donate blood?
I never bcz im over light!!!

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yeap. Of coz…

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
Not at ol!!

8. What does your last text message say ?
“Remember help me to play my restaurant city ah…den I help u at 9time la. Hehe…" From my BF >.<

9. What are you thinking right now ?
my kitten…

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Yes & he is wif me now ^^

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
10 pm.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
I duno hehe…my BF gave me 1 de…

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
yes n so many ahaha….

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
My BF

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.
1 yeing
2 renee
3 Kim
4 xiu xing
5 you shin
6 -
7 -
8 -
9 -
10 –
I only have 6 frens hu has blog rite now hehe…so I cannot tag 10 of them….

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
she is single

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
Female.

17.If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
......

18. What is no.1 studying about ?
advance dip in accounting (ACCA)

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
last Friday I thk….

20.Is no.4 single ?
yes.

21. Say something about no.2
my best fren when im studied in Rahman Kk branch ^_^

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together
No 3 not available now haha….

23. Describe no.9.
.......

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
.........

25. Do you like 8 ?
.......

gain weight~~~

2009-06-18T10:59:00.002+08:00

currently, im drinking dis milk powder.(above pic)
since i moved bek to my hometown, my mum take a gud care of me hehe....forced me to drink that milk....my mum said its for ur own GOOD! yes its true la...n i hope that i wil become chubby soon keke ^^

最美丽的星期六。。。

2009-06-02T17:25:00.002+08:00

my new MP4

na...kena bite by that paintball

my new badminton skirt

my new badminton shirt

wif its box >.<

30 May 2009
今天我起了特别早，就与我的男朋友去了damai 吃早餐，其实想吃板面的不过我们等了10分钟还是没位子坐，就懒惰等了。去了对面吃鱼头米粉。吃吃下我看到了Chau Jun Kiong和他的女朋友站着（也就像我跟我男朋友站着等位子）在板面那里哈哈。。我就sms他叫他们别等了，不久他们也离开了去别的地方吃哈哈。真的是满人哦！！

吃饱了我们就去karamunsing逛街。其实要去弄我的眼竟but走走下我们的目的就忘了嘻嘻，看到sony店我的脚就无法得不走进去哈哈。。张开了我的眼睛一直找我想要的东西，就是MP4咯！其实一直以来只想买MP3的but我男朋友说就别alang alang 吧，要买就卖MP4吧。Oklo, 反正又不是我出钱哈哈！看中了我想要的款不过可惜没有4G只有2G。就先不要买，再看看别的sony店，再去survey价钱。
走走下呢就到Yonex店，又来!!! 哈哈。。我买了Yonex的运动裙和衣服。Col就买了一件Yonex运动裤。时间也差不多了，就赶快弄我的眼竟。因为我们还要去Centre Point买我的MP4。辛好那里有4G的hehe，就直接买了起来。

回家先休息一会儿，因为2pm就要出了。Around 2pm Regina came n fetch me wif her D-Max. we are going to Kg Melinsung LOL!!! Yuhuu!!! I cant wait for it!!!

I’m fully enjoy my day today. We went to Kg Melinsung, Papar to play paintball. We agreed to gather in lintas yoyo and depart together at 2.30pm. but my group (Regina, Math & Connie) are late reached dere hehe, around 3.05pm we just reached lintas yoyo so rite after we arrived they waiting us beside the road n we lead the way to Kg Melinsung.

After 25 mins, 6 cars of us arrived. When arrived I direct went to counter to urus it huh~ have to fill form, but I duno wat form izit haha…very excited oled, cant wait to play liao bah…but I thk somethg like terms & conditions or rules or anythg la @_@
Haha…im the captain pula (cz im the organizer bah), every1 have to wrote my name on their form keke…(proud konon…adidih)

Actly we start the game at 4pm de but there’re a team stil playing dere….so dun wan to waste our time we separate n made 2 teams, 9persons in 1 team. 5boys & 4gals….ngam ngam bah haha. A team (Davina, Mathilda, Clara, Jacinta, Yau Fui, Bernard, Frankie, Clara’s bro, & Regina’s Fren) B team (Regina, Connie, Jun Kiong’s GF, Ah Nyan, Lawrence, Gabriel, Regina’s cousin, Jun Kiong, & Jackie)

1st game A team won haha….
Clara & I very scared at st keke, only know hiding at the bek of the tayar keke, dun wan to move forward. Useless wahaha…!!! Clara’s bro very geng oh…kip move forward & shoot de most. He la yang kasih mati B team haha…

But in 2nd game B team won....
The rules had changed, which team grab the flag the most den hu win….haiz…no1 in our team dare to grab de flag haha…that’s y we lose. But Mathilda da brave 1 went out n grab de flag but kena shoot by Gabriel ahahaha…so she died oled, min no mark for us LOL…sayang!!
so de result 1:1, no kalah no menang hehe…fair la. >.<>

最美丽的一天！

2009-05-29T17:17:00.000+08:00

今天是星期五，是我最开兴的一天嘻嘻。。。不过叻今天特别开兴哈哈！！！因为我们的“妈妈”（就是我们的CEO）不在办公室一整天哇哈哈。。。要做什么就随你便吧。其实这样也不好啦，会令我更懒惰叻（konon）

无事做的我还可以做些什么呢？哈！就八个小时on9咯。Chatting 和玩我的Facebook游戏 (Restaurant City)。哈哈。。这个游戏真是太好玩了！超可爱的！你可以自己设计你的餐厅，可以与朋友们交换材料，还有得买材料呢！好玩叻hehe。。虽然这有点幼稚不过它真的好玩叻！你们也可以试试下的 >.<。

其实今天也是我第一天可以下载歌，因为之前呢我的电脑是不能读华语字的，托了我的同室的福帮我install，我才可以打华语字的哈哈真是太好了。不过还差speaker叻，要不然就完美咯！！！

今天的时间过得好好慢哦！！嗨~没事做就酱的咯。。。每个人的脑袋里应该只想“假期。。假期。。假期。。。吧hehe。。。
明天该是我最enjoy的weekend吧，我们去kg Melinsung玩paintball噜。目前没有玩过的，已经很久想了要去玩不过抽不到每个人得空的时间。刚刚好明天是public holiday所以我就organised了这个活动！！成绩也不错吧，我们总共有十八个人去哈！！第一次这么多人欢迎。

明天的故事就留给明天吧。。。。我也快要放工了ho ho ho 。。。

boring day~~ huh~

2009-05-27T17:15:00.000+08:00

2.50am dis morning I went to pee, realized that raining heavily outside & folo by the strong wind!! Ol in my mind was worried my dogs, cat & kittens that time….& den I hed de door are opened by some1 opposite my room, oh that’s my mum myb she went to check how was my pets outside dere.
Hear nothg from outside so I felt peace n went to cont my sweet dreams hehe….

5.30am, de time which I must wek up every Mond-Thurs. huh~ its damn too early for me actly, but I oled used to it since last mond hehe. Today is full 1 week I woke up early at 5.30am leh….6.15am I have to wait car outside of my hse lu.

Reached CP damn early la haha….around 7.40am. went to basement waiting my BF n took b’fast togede. Actly I not thking to mit him start today liao but I wan to borrow his money for urgent!! Den just mit lo…we not much toking & I din even c his face…lazy!

Today im filing not well, stomach rely rely damn pain due to period!!! Shit!! Dis coming fri I have to play badm de leh y now just came oh ish!!! N dis coming sat I have an activity which I oled cant wait to go!!! But dis “period’ ah……..y disturbing my great weekend oh??? Hopefully no more pain on dis fri n sat la….I pray for it…

Haha im very free today…I m just so so lazy….rely damn lazy today. Wat im doing whole day in office today? Wahaha….chatting lo, look after my FB restaurant city lo. Wahahaha….den here its come 5.30pm….balik kg oh…oh…oh…balik kg!!!

Bye ahaha……

long story of mine~~~

2009-05-26T10:02:00.011+08:00

Yo~~!!! Every1 tog im missing oled hahaha….im stil here frens just very long time din update my blog oled adui~ until I forgot my email address n password tim!!! Wow~~ since 13th Jan 2009 I nvr log in into my blog lo…..i just knew it haha ><>.< . it’s a great experience hehe. After reached home get ready & wait taiko to fetch me….i’m going to his new hse bai nian hehe & de must thg “gamble” haha. I lose a lot dere adui….very “hok” meh??? 28 Jan, went to my X-colleague’s hse wif Math. Regina just came around noon time to join us gamble. Adui that day kin yau lo, gamble whole day wahaha….til our parent’s name we oso duno liao haha!!!! Cannot remember pula I win or lose that day. ^.^ Regina & Math

Math & I

Labuan view from ferry

29 Jan, another journey for Regina, Math & I. Driving to Labuan dis time haha…we depart from KK damai at 3.50am, haha it was my idea actly adadah..damn early la!!! I drove along the way to menumbuk hehe…Regina sit beside me & Math sit behind….dere both helped me to wtc the road hehe…..my eyes that time oh…pandai automatic close de bah alah…damn slipy tu!!! After 2 hrs we safely arrived menumbuk. But its too damn early haha….sell ticket punya counter pun not open yet…8.30am just open. So we sitting n chatting while waiting de counter open. Adidih….have to wait agen cz de st ferry depart to Labuan at 10.30am ahahaha…nvm la cont chatting agen. After 1 n a half hr we finally reached Labuan….drove to find my ah yi but she not free so we going to take our lunch den after that drove thru pulau Labuan 2 hotel to check in hehe. We oled bog a ticket ferry bek KK on 30 Jan but my uncle went to cancel it adui…he said wil help me celebrate my bday in Labuan wif his son LOL. So v only bek on 31 Jan (my bday :p) Took de most early ferry 7am somethg. Around noon we arrived KK…..b4 bek KK sure cannot forget to buy some chocolate, beer, wine & cigarette too hehe….regina & math bog the most, I only bog some la…not enaf cash leh huh~ de quantity of those stuff actly over the limit n sure cannot pass the imigresen so my uncle help us to hide dere n here lo…some put inside hand carry bag haha. At nite I cele my 24th bday party at my hometown Tenghilan (sure most of u duno where is the location leh hehe) forgot oled how many ppl attend it keke…but im very happy n touching. Thanks frens... eventog dere’s very very far from KK (50 to 60 mins) but u ol came…wow~ very appreciate it la!! :p I thk that’s ol for my Jan’s life story hehe….

all of my frens that attend my bday party ^_^

My 24th yrs old cake (chocolate cake)

haha...my other cake from my uncle (Labuan)

N how abot Feb leh? Mmm….im trying to recall it bek so I nid some time to rmb it haha. (taking my diary n rid some of Feb’s story hehe) Aha…!!! Feb im damn bz!!! Walau nei kip kena scolded by my CEO leh adidih almost fainted la @.@ But nothg special happen la…lazy to tok it here hehe….

Mar oso nothg happen…..

10 Apr 2009 – went to wtc fast n furious mv wif Math at GSC KK…like the mv hehe.

14 Apr 2009 – on leave half day.. bek KG helping my mum jaga kedai >.<

15 Apr 2009 – on leave 1 day…stil at KG

18 Apr 2009 – went to dinner wif family at kepayan seafood restaurant to cele my mum

Bday.At nite we Went to wtc Coming Soon wif Col, Clara & Yau Fui at 1 Borneo

(11.25pm)

19 Apr 2009 – went to Bukit padang hiking hehe

25 Apr 2009 – went to MAC make up class at Tjg Aru Beach wif Regina ^__^

26 Apr 2009 – went to hiking agen hehe…huh~ but I vomit la yurks~ geli oh!!! @_@

30 Apr 2009 – Regina spent Math & I dinner at Gayang Seafood restaurant to cele her belated bday. We ordered a fried katam keke….delicious!!!

there’s a lot thg happening in May….

I finally moved bek to my Kg n no longer staying in damai KK oled. Bcz of some argument wif my BF. Thking to dun wan cont our relationship :( but its hard!!!!

16 May I start my part time job at Fu Zhou E-Piano as a receptionist.

22 May at nite Col, Yau Fui & I went to atlantis to attend Tunku Abdul Rahman Alumni Member dinner. Not bad hehe….got prawn oh but small small geh..

23 May I cancelled my part time hehe…..attend Rui Fen convo held in Beverly Hotel… I bog a 3 rose blue & 3 rose purple ^___^ shared wif Mei Ling to her as a congrate gift.

At nite Rui Fen, Mei Ling, Efei, Annie & I had a dinner at olde station city mall… We had a very great time having dinner togeede >.<..... around 9pm Alvin came n join us but we changed to starbucks...aiyo where got so hao 1 4 leh stil wan to stay at dere haha....since 6pm we oled in dere lo....de cafe full of our laugh sound i thk the customer there felt very annoyed tu keke...just dun care them important we happy ma keke....

most of our topic was flash bek the time we studied togede in Tunku Abdul Rahman College Sabah Branch hehe...that Efei rely ah...so geng, duno the student name but know the ciri ciri of that student...eg hor: when v tok some1 n mention the name, Efei asked hu lai de? so we terpaksa explain the ciri ciri of that guy lo haha....(that 1 ah...eye big big de ah, everyday wear dis de ah, drive wat car de ah, owez wif hu de ah....bla bla bla) den she sure wil know hu the guy de lo haha...geng leh!!!

around 10pm plus we baru "gan yuan" bek home haha....cannot stay too late cz rui fen have to send Annie bek Beverly n the next mond she wil fly bek miri at 7am.

ha!!! im having a great time on that nite....wil upload some photo here later hehe. ^____^

wa wa wa.....!!! my head explore soon!! *dizzy* due to try to rmb so many thg haha..

next time hor have to everyday upload my blog oh...3 or 4 times a week leh...if not ha...mati hehe....thats ol for now >.<

c u soon in my next interesting story of myself aha!!!

TAGGED BY KEN KEN

2009-05-26T08:58:00.005+08:00

Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
Mmm....in KK area lo...

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
i thk nope....

When’s the last time you said you were fine, but really weren’t?
just now hehe....my heart stil saying that im not fine actly huh~

When is your birthday?
31 Jan

Relationships or one night stands?
sure relationship

Have you ever loved someone who didn’t love you back?
yup, i admired him i thk myb 3 yrs gua ^_^

Has anyone ever told you they love you?
yup

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Mmm....im not that bad ehehe....

When was the last time you were disappointed?
just now...taking b'fast wif my BF...i dislike his bad temper!!!

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
i thk so...n so far i duno hu la....but hopefully dere's no 1

What happened at 9:00 AM today?
Mmm.... playing my restaurant city in FB lo haha.

What were you doing 1 hour ago?
writing my blog n update some acc transaction n sms wif fren ahaha

What was the last thing you said aloud?
last nite when toking phone wif fren.....i laugh very loud keke...

What was the last thing you bought?
i thk last sund, its a mv ticket of Nite At The Musuem 2 RM8

What’s bothering you right now?
de deposit of paintball game, i dun have enaf cash rite now, n the ppl dere wan to collect it by tomolo liao....arg!!! fan la!!!

Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
nope....

Do you sleep a lot?
nope

What’s the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
sure off my alarm n wek up went to brush my tooth keke...

What were you doing at ten last night?
sliping n dreaming

If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
sure i wan!!! manatau got chance wakakaka kidding la!!

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
yup...keke.

Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
sure la...but i wan take my kittens slip wif me la keke....very cute!!!

What do you currently hear?
????

Do you consider yourself lucky?
not at ol...im owez in bad luck!!!

Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush?
mmm....nope...not dare la

Last place you hugged someone?
at home. hugged my kittens ^___^

Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
yup sure. lazy to tok it rite now huh~

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
i thk so....fren,tell me a funny story eh....

Who is the last person you got really pissed off at?
no 1

Do you want someone you can’t have?
if some1 not belonging to me wat for i wan to kip them...if yes SURE!!!

Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
so many text sms wif me haha.....my colleague, my gud fren, my buddies

Is someone on your mind right now?
yes of course >.<

Do you feel that your previous relationships were a waste of time?
absolutely NOT!!! (WTF...dun mek me recall it bek :( .....)

hok...!!!

2009-01-13T17:39:00.000+08:00

dis 2 days i kip kena scold by my boss adui....wat happen on me ah!!!de mind not cleaning bah...kip forget thg!!

haha....nvm la. in left ear den terus out right ear. like nothing ( forgot de pass few mins..bek to normal haha...)

here de tips when ur boss scolding u....

1. ensure that u are standing while ur boss is sitting...sumore ensure that ur head must look down "90 darjah"
( look like u more powerfull den he/she, others coll wil thk that is u scolding ur boss wakaka >.< )

2. look into he/she eyes wif no impression.
( sometime give him/her a smiling face )

3. ur standing pose must look like very confident & ur head too cannot bengkok bengkok!!must straight n look forward to him/her head ^____^
when he/she finis 1 line u cont wif 1 word(at least 3words la) at the bek..."OK OK OK" (shaking ur head up & down, must de most kuat 1 oh wahaha)
( ur boss wil thk that u fully understood y he/she scold u... so that they wil stop soon. )

4. when he/she explaining somethg u must give a serious, confident, exactly respond to he/she. ( ur boss wil thk that u are a gud listener, gud worker, willing to accept critism ) so that next time he/she wil less scold u de lo wahaha....(reasonable???)

5. most important u must apologize to wat u did wrong
(say SOLI not so hard)

6. after finis scold den must say "thank you & im very appreciate it"
(adui ma...kena scold stil wan to thank you dem lagi??!! WTF!!!)

thats ol....
any1 got some tips can comment

poor new yr eve :(

2009-01-02T14:18:00.001+08:00

it was an unhappy new year eve for me. thats wat i thk....i prefer BBQ at home wif family & frens than celebrate it at outside. i went to THE BED cele new year eve wif my BF & his others 6 frens. it was a *terrible*....actly it was my first & sure my LAST time to such place. aiyo i rely dislike those place la (dis my view)...

im wasting my time standing inside there n oso damaged my health, inside full of smoke, was very dark, & de music sound mek me almost became deaf! wa....!! i just knew that such place is look like that....i nvr been to pub or any lounge for my 23 years until 31/12/08. bcz i cant drink alcohol hehe. shandy wil mek me drunk actly (poor davina)..

& oso wasting my money....i din even touched de chivas alcohol but i nid to pay RM100 for it walau wei!!! thats y im damn damn angry wif that. but NVM (stil not worth actly)!!! its for last time...no more 2nd time!!!

just forget it...passed tense oled huh~

happy new year 2009!!!

2008-12-31T16:03:00.001+08:00

yeah...!!! here come the end of year 2008....31/12/2008.
my mind like thking strangely to welcome the new year of 2009...i duno y???
its seems like i cant accept for another new year, its rely too fast that 2008 gonna over.
but thats a reality, tomolo when wake up & opening the eyes...den here come the brand new year!
wats gonna happen in year of 2009...?
nobody knows it....its just a "secret" huh~
wats gonna happen? n wats gonna happen leh? wats gonna happen on me??? scared to face it actly :(
anyway...

2009
The year of OX!! I wish every1 have a great great wonderful wonderful awesome awesome life & health in year 2009!!! n so me....

once agen .........
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!
LETS CELEBRATE IT!!!

wa....!!!

2008-12-24T13:37:00.002+08:00

almost 2 months i did not update my blog....time passed to fast & nearly forgot that i actly have a blog pula hehe....^_^

last nite i got my GARFIELD car bek since 8 dec it sliping in workshop hehe.driving ur own car absolutely fil diff when driving other ppl car hor...more comfortable bah.

bek to normal life haiz....WORKING!!!! damn tired & slipy due to end of the year now. many thg have to close. & i wish to get bonus by dis month hehe.....*praying* hopefully....
haha just get my salary & bonus slip oh.happy....
and today is my last day work for dis week....cz im gonna have 5 days holi til 30 of dec........wakaka.

but holi too long oso nothg to do....no event anymore la...haiz...pity davina. only staying at home cont wtcing my LOST la hehe...wanna finis it by dis month den start do wtcing prison break.

nothg i can write now.thats ol for today....^.^

& wish u ol a merry Xmas & happy new year 2009!!!

stupid pokai!!!

2008-11-07T10:05:00.003+08:00

yesterday (6/11/08) around 8AM is my "hok" day!!!i had an accident at damai easy way dere....ol that malay uncle's fault!!!after hit me...he went down from his SUZUKI ESCUDO JEEP car plate numb SA5775W den looked at me said " its my fault its my fault"!!! pokai....sure is ur fault la!!!(but only saying it inside my heart hehe)driving alone that tym...direct called my BF to come....my hand shaking so kin yau....til cant hold the phone properly!!! i thk tat tym im stil OK i min fizically....that pokai uncle wan to take my car to his fren's workshop but we dun wan bcz we scare he wil "luan lai"so we decide n told him properly...we wil took de car by ourself to fix it den wil claim from u...he agreed wif that...but told us to inform him st de fee b4 start to fix it....so ok gao dim sai...so he gave us his name card...n both side took my car pic....so after tat i drove to work.during im drivingl my body start filing so so bad!!de head very heavy den my shoulder my neck my bek dere....like "niu dao" oled.cannot tahan faster went to clinic n take MC 1 day....
called my bro to teman me urus the thg...so we went to my cousin's workshop...my cousin said nid RM1200 to fix it...den called to that pokai.he said very expensive wa!!!that stupid!!!hit my car but now dun wan to pay!!! den ok..he asked to wait his other fren finis his lunch st den we can mit at someplace....around 12.30pm we called him but he din pick up my call....wat its min now!!!my head kip sreaming "very dizzy very dizzy" but i dun care important i mus to find out that pokai!!!kip call but stil dun wan to pick up the phone...so our last conclusion was going to report police....!!
haiz~~~de story very very long....
conclusion.... now i stil cant find that pokai!!
pls inform me if anybody know:

general distinction s/b
mega alliance enterprise
alpine enterprise
lot 7 cafe (city parade)

Ab.Razak Hj. Awang Besar (that pokai name)
Manager (konon)
Seri Borneo Blk C1_10
Ground Floor
88700
Kota Kinabalu

* AS STATED ON THAT POKAI'S NAME CARD!!!

THANKS.......

ha!!....finally.....

2008-10-31T17:31:00.002+08:00

wahaha....finally i no nid drive 1hr journey bek home at nite lu...!!!so happy wif that!!
tomolo i wil moving out to damai dere lo....more convenient to go out yam cha at nite wif frens lu....last time not convenient...so frens soli cant mek it but now i can mek it lo hehe....im coming haha.....
but my expenses wil more high leh...must save save to use lo...cannot waste money anymore but im oso not such "wasting money" de ppl la....dislike shopping leh...only shop if got thg to buy.very tired de leh walking dere n here hehe...
better stay at home slip keke.....
so fren if wanna ask me go out at nite leh....dun worry i can mek it now...yo~~ ho~~~

Agenzzzz........!!!

2008-10-28T16:21:00.001+08:00

AGEN....disappointed!!!
actly confirm to move to KK on 1 nov...but the hse's owner said they rent it to other person liao astagah!!! we are late....
actly last fri we went to look for the room...the environment not bad...so clean.but cannot park ur car inside n sumore no ice box la...is not a big deal oso....so last sund we decide n confirm oled...but forgot to call to comfirm it bah...aiyo...!!! gek sei!!!

nvm la....an wei my self.find other room la..manatau can find more afford n more better leh....hehe.just forget it!!stil got a lot room for rent outside dere....find it agen lo.huh~

finally.....

2008-10-10T13:35:00.004+08:00

huh~damn buzy....n headache now.i realised 1 thg very important during im working at here....ol the staff seems like very rushing 1 la.....run dere n here walau wei!!! every1 oso like that esp my secretary "manyzer" lor....her movement rely so fast....even when she toking oso haha....non stop u know....aiya...scare she wil riding dis post la haha...but i thk she wouldn't know abot my blog gea haha.....luckily im not that 1 walking like "lai lai han han"....dislike it la.
fast walking den fast arrived our destination lo...no nid to rush keke.....

haiz~dis month rely damn buzy la...de time pass too fast eh.....i like it keke.almost gaji lu wakaka.....happy!!!but T.I.R.E.D la....

n i cant wait to wtc high school musical part 3 la....i saw the preiew b4....liang zai & liang moi oh....n the song quite nice leh!!!24 oct showing....mari mari mari....

a lazy week.....

2008-10-07T10:42:00.002+08:00

today is 2nd day working for month of oct.aiyo....so lazy oled la!!!!holiday for 5days mek me bcame lazy worm oled keke....fil slipy fil no mood to work but cannot la....cannot be lazy....a lot paper work waiting for me to do it!!!aiyo.....!!!
ngam ngam 1 month im working at here "integrated agents trust limited"....n de workload bcum more n more....sept's those accounts transaction oso not fully post keke....not my prob oh....de acc system prob la...mek me stuck in the middle!!!
sumore fil tired everyday keke....during that 5days holi bah....slip late n wek up late keke...that drama la "hai" me de!!fortunataly i manage to finis 1 drama "ka hou yut yun" keke...now wtcing heroes forensics part 2.left 7 epi to go den i finis it de lo....wanna chase bek my old drama...putting it in the comp wasting de memory only.better faster to wtc it den delete it.den copy new drama into it keke..."yu dik tong hang" my next drama.walau!!!cheng ka weng wor!!!so man la!! very charming!!!his smilling mek me almost faint oh wahahaha....C.H.A.R.M.I.N.G. 1 word can describe him!!!hehe...

gathering at old town city mall...

2008-09-29T08:49:00.006+08:00

last fri nite v had a gathering at old town city mall at 7.30pm...but im the st person reach they wif LCL,col & yau fui hehe...cz they folo my car ma...after that efei lo den xiu xing & mei ling lo.the last person hu reach dere is ah lai jie our "nv zhu jie" haha....im very happy that tym...excited hehe...cz rely a long tym din mit dem n tok...we ol got 16 persons...wa!!!so many leh hehe...haiz~but the most noisy 1 la.our laughing voice rely mek ppl surrounding us fil annoying keke...but we dun care la cz every1 of us excited n happy!!!got wat den tok, funny 1 den laugh loud loud haha!!fil happy!!
while chatting we din forget to take pic keke...a lot a lot pic wor!!! ah lai jie,clara & wan jun brought a camera.snap dere n here....til 10.30pm den we bek home lo.cz old town dere 11pm close bah...hehe.den we oso "bu hao 1 4" stay long at dere...rely so noisy!!!haha!!
n xiu xing became so white oled wor...became leng lui liao...every1 oso changed but only xiu ling haha....her style stil like that "lai lai han han"...funny...
1 more thg so funny....during LCL eating her nasi lemak hor...im whispering to her saying that "eh dun u thk so ah lai jie oso became pretty liao??" wa....she direct nearly to "pen" her food from her mouth wor wakakaka!!!! wan jun sit opposite to her lagi tu wahaha...luckily im not cont to say that if not wan jun wil be a victim wakakaka!!!funny la!!!dis LCL oso very bad de bah!!!!
the gathering meants a lot to me!! ol the best for u ol!!
whose working i wish dem enjoy their job,earn a lot money keke...next time we can gathering at more high class place wakaka...!!for those hu stil studying wish them study "shun shun li li"...dun too stress...enjoy ur study n exam too hehe...gambateh!!!

agen....disapointed....

2008-09-24T12:57:00.003+08:00

hai~2 times fil disppointed(abot the hse rent).last nite col called his bro asking abot the hse...but unfortunately d owner wan to sale but not rent...haiz~that time i felt so down....very down cz im putting a big hope on it!now my plan "bao tang" oled lo....
but nvm la...we stil can search the next hse oso..so decide dis hari raya st oct n nd oct go to find it around foh sang & da yeh!hope can find it 1 day!! no more 1hr journey go to work & bek home hehe.fil very tired nowaday....

abot my work...haiz~fil more stress now!!!1 come another 1 come...another 1 come agen...table full of documents that not finis done yet....bills, creditors, cheque, insurance, bank recon, trial balance, summary of billings, income statement, balance sheet....& so on.hope can finis it by dis week but i thk impossible 1 haha!!! but i try my best......wanna show to them how gud i am keke....

tired...tired....